im quite annoyed with the stuffs now ~
assignments...tat EC assignments....so so so difficult....i just know copying
since i was in 1st year...~ yeah...tats it....
for the competition...ya...sure i know not really got the chance to have any
prices...but i did still spend my time and money for practice and
jamming ...becoz i wanted to have a good show....but output is ........
" ah zau , i so ashame to admit that u r my fren at tat night ~"
i didnt know wat to response her....~ cz i also felt the same of myself
too disappointing...~~ i didnt blame the tech....becoz we r not
pro to handle this situation..keep blaming also no point...y didnt
we test clearly b4 starting ....
1 more issue ....want to make a big decision to improve the band...
to achieve an objective ...1 goal...1 expectation...
different animals put in a cage...sure cant live together....cz they
r thinking differenly....1 just want to eat grass...1 wants to eat
meat.... best way....kick 1 type of people out of my band !
i dare to write ...i want he comes to read....pls read my blog...~
do assignment 1st
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i was lost, im coming back `
now holiday, is free to update myself ..
my fren did ever complain that she would close the blog if it
is written in English , sorry dude, pls close if u r reading now ~
" God gave Rock & Roll to you " , He gives us music ...
whatever kinda music ...how about metal ? is metal satanic ?
mostly say yes ...why do they say so ? becoz of the lyric or
headache to listen tat ? even a soft slow song can be written
as anti God song ...it's up to the idea of the song ...why do we
limit and restrict God's great work ? at least now i thought of
the answer for myself...haha....i do really prefer to all kind..
since He gives us rock ... just like He gives us water , so we drink
recently, im really busy...for study and music ...i joined the
band again...so we went for 2 gigs in 2 weeks....and the
performance always the day before mid term tests...so i
was always nervous for the exam on stage , not because of
the presentation...
the band did improve a lot since we gaining some experiences
in these few months...but it really didnt achieve a breakthrough
point...actually , a band is also same as the body of Christ , is
ONE ... the unity of the heart for it... if 1 christian not going to
church with a sincere heart, the church faces difficulties to grow
though just one .... many have been improving in the band ,
like yun fei , he's getting better to play bass ... kai wen is
contributing a lot of his knowledge and stable with his playing ...
jason is energetic on stage , and good in playing guitar too...
although drummer did mistakes for every performance , but he
comes with a heart to play.. dont feel like u r dragging others ,
but know that u have to get improvement for band....dont be
forced to lift up urself , my fren ~
now im getting my balanced point....it's like u want more positive
or negative .. i want to get to neutral... really hard to care for both
sides ... i just dont want myself get into extreme situation , as i
said , i know God has His plan and arrangement , why do i judge on
behalf of Him ? can i say those who dont know Jesus Christ sure r
bad fellows ? these people preventing me to get close to God , so i
left them ? or only worshipping songs we should only listen ? Oh my
goodness , tat may really keep a pure heart , but we are not getting
out of the world , but keep the world out of us ... why do we set that
for God ?
today i went to Glad Tiding , when i just entered the hall, they
were singing worshipping songs , i felt the presence of God was
strong there ...the flowing of the Holy Spirit was there .... i feel
myself refreshed again....great feeling for these 3 weeks i didnt
taste already...so long i didnt go to church for 3 weeks , i was
scared to go church, cz i dont want to drag the church...but Jesus
does love everyone .... He is willing to forgive ...He is waiting u to ask
forgiveness ...sorry Jesus...~~
my brother now has been converted ....he accepted Jesus Christ
to be his saviour ...it reminded me 5 months ago, when i accepted
Christ and he was still an atheist ...dont u guys think it's such a
miracle ? my frens thought is i who converted or forced him...i tell
u ...there's none people can do that except our Mighty God , only He
can touch people's heart.. we always sing the song .. There is none
like You ....tats so true ... my bro was touched by the Holy Spirit ...
there's no turning back when Holy Spirit came upon you , you will
be out of control ...
i may share my testimony again here... it's quite similar to his
..when my pastor , a fren and i were chatting in the church , my
pastor made an ending prayer , after that , she said " i feel the
presence of God now ".. haha...i felt nothing what ...and i thought
was present of God...mana hadiah ? we kept on our conversation ,
just a while , i felt tears coming out of my eyes, i feel nothing but
tears were going out...sure i controlled it...how could i cry suddenly
.....suddenly heart turned to a very sad mode .... felt so guilty to
someone....and i know that is God ...then i started to cry ....and my
pastor said again " tats y i feel the presence of God " ...
when an elder prayed for my brother last few weeks in a church
camp,his body was shaking and suddenly started to cry ...he could
feel the presence of God there too.....how could an atheist tell u that
he could feel the presence of God... his body couldnt stand of the
presence of the Holy Spirit , and i did always see some christians
shaking ....coz the Holy Spirit already came upon their bodies ,
actually He was there to wake up the spirit man who is sleeping
in the body for these 20 years ...haha... tats the miracles God's
doing....
b4 this , i was quite aggressive to force my frens to listen
or to accept Him... now i dont ...i find the best way...tats to pray
....not i convert them ....but only God can convert a human being
....keep on praying , christians ....for you love the people who are
non christians ... keep asking the blessing of God...in Jesus's Mighty Name,
Amen....
my fren did ever complain that she would close the blog if it
is written in English , sorry dude, pls close if u r reading now ~
" God gave Rock & Roll to you " , He gives us music ...
whatever kinda music ...how about metal ? is metal satanic ?
mostly say yes ...why do they say so ? becoz of the lyric or
headache to listen tat ? even a soft slow song can be written
as anti God song ...it's up to the idea of the song ...why do we
limit and restrict God's great work ? at least now i thought of
the answer for myself...haha....i do really prefer to all kind..
since He gives us rock ... just like He gives us water , so we drink
recently, im really busy...for study and music ...i joined the
band again...so we went for 2 gigs in 2 weeks....and the
performance always the day before mid term tests...so i
was always nervous for the exam on stage , not because of
the presentation...
the band did improve a lot since we gaining some experiences
in these few months...but it really didnt achieve a breakthrough
point...actually , a band is also same as the body of Christ , is
ONE ... the unity of the heart for it... if 1 christian not going to
church with a sincere heart, the church faces difficulties to grow
though just one .... many have been improving in the band ,
like yun fei , he's getting better to play bass ... kai wen is
contributing a lot of his knowledge and stable with his playing ...
jason is energetic on stage , and good in playing guitar too...
although drummer did mistakes for every performance , but he
comes with a heart to play.. dont feel like u r dragging others ,
but know that u have to get improvement for band....dont be
forced to lift up urself , my fren ~
now im getting my balanced point....it's like u want more positive
or negative .. i want to get to neutral... really hard to care for both
sides ... i just dont want myself get into extreme situation , as i
said , i know God has His plan and arrangement , why do i judge on
behalf of Him ? can i say those who dont know Jesus Christ sure r
bad fellows ? these people preventing me to get close to God , so i
left them ? or only worshipping songs we should only listen ? Oh my
goodness , tat may really keep a pure heart , but we are not getting
out of the world , but keep the world out of us ... why do we set that
for God ?
today i went to Glad Tiding , when i just entered the hall, they
were singing worshipping songs , i felt the presence of God was
strong there ...the flowing of the Holy Spirit was there .... i feel
myself refreshed again....great feeling for these 3 weeks i didnt
taste already...so long i didnt go to church for 3 weeks , i was
scared to go church, cz i dont want to drag the church...but Jesus
does love everyone .... He is willing to forgive ...He is waiting u to ask
forgiveness ...sorry Jesus...~~
my brother now has been converted ....he accepted Jesus Christ
to be his saviour ...it reminded me 5 months ago, when i accepted
Christ and he was still an atheist ...dont u guys think it's such a
miracle ? my frens thought is i who converted or forced him...i tell
u ...there's none people can do that except our Mighty God , only He
can touch people's heart.. we always sing the song .. There is none
like You ....tats so true ... my bro was touched by the Holy Spirit ...
there's no turning back when Holy Spirit came upon you , you will
be out of control ...
i may share my testimony again here... it's quite similar to his
..when my pastor , a fren and i were chatting in the church , my
pastor made an ending prayer , after that , she said " i feel the
presence of God now ".. haha...i felt nothing what ...and i thought
was present of God...mana hadiah ? we kept on our conversation ,
just a while , i felt tears coming out of my eyes, i feel nothing but
tears were going out...sure i controlled it...how could i cry suddenly
.....suddenly heart turned to a very sad mode .... felt so guilty to
someone....and i know that is God ...then i started to cry ....and my
pastor said again " tats y i feel the presence of God " ...
when an elder prayed for my brother last few weeks in a church
camp,his body was shaking and suddenly started to cry ...he could
feel the presence of God there too.....how could an atheist tell u that
he could feel the presence of God... his body couldnt stand of the
presence of the Holy Spirit , and i did always see some christians
shaking ....coz the Holy Spirit already came upon their bodies ,
actually He was there to wake up the spirit man who is sleeping
in the body for these 20 years ...haha... tats the miracles God's
doing....
b4 this , i was quite aggressive to force my frens to listen
or to accept Him... now i dont ...i find the best way...tats to pray
....not i convert them ....but only God can convert a human being
....keep on praying , christians ....for you love the people who are
non christians ... keep asking the blessing of God...in Jesus's Mighty Name,
Amen....
Monday, August 17, 2009
God loves the world ~
last 2 days , my pastor asked the youths a question " what Jesus
wants from u ?" they anwered " pure heart "...
then she asked 1 by 1 how to get pure heart...
when she asked me , i wanted to answer , but someone interrupted ,
so i didnt tell the answer there...
how to get pure heart ? ...my way now is " getting out of the
world "..rebuke many things in my life....i stop some entertaiments
like watching dramas...even quit my band ... just like a monk living
in a temple...
how i know is tat way....everytime i stepped to the world, my white
robe will be dirty, full of mud....everytime i go back home...need
Jesus helps me to cleanse ... just like a kid always goes out of house
and plays with frens....when back home, the clothes r so dirty..but
the mom still clean for him even though quite angry sometimes...
tats how merciful of a mother , nature love from God..
if i dont go out of house...i lost my frens....and im losing now....~
is tat the best way to keep ur children at home only to make
sure that their hearts are pure with no pollution....? will tat
child grow healthily ? or teach tat kid to be wise how to avoid ?
guide them to learn the beauty of the world....not in the house ~
the world needs the kids....to correct the world..world should
not be like this ....what's the contribution of a man who just
staying in house ?
parable :
wats the use of the most expensive fastest computer
if it cant be connected to the whole wide world...no
internet to update itself...who wants tat computer ?
how doest the pc feel ?
should i get back to the world ?
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His
only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not
perish bt have everlasting life ~ Amen ~
wants from u ?" they anwered " pure heart "...
then she asked 1 by 1 how to get pure heart...
when she asked me , i wanted to answer , but someone interrupted ,
so i didnt tell the answer there...
how to get pure heart ? ...my way now is " getting out of the
world "..rebuke many things in my life....i stop some entertaiments
like watching dramas...even quit my band ... just like a monk living
in a temple...
how i know is tat way....everytime i stepped to the world, my white
robe will be dirty, full of mud....everytime i go back home...need
Jesus helps me to cleanse ... just like a kid always goes out of house
and plays with frens....when back home, the clothes r so dirty..but
the mom still clean for him even though quite angry sometimes...
tats how merciful of a mother , nature love from God..
if i dont go out of house...i lost my frens....and im losing now....~
is tat the best way to keep ur children at home only to make
sure that their hearts are pure with no pollution....? will tat
child grow healthily ? or teach tat kid to be wise how to avoid ?
guide them to learn the beauty of the world....not in the house ~
the world needs the kids....to correct the world..world should
not be like this ....what's the contribution of a man who just
staying in house ?
parable :
wats the use of the most expensive fastest computer
if it cant be connected to the whole wide world...no
internet to update itself...who wants tat computer ?
how doest the pc feel ?
should i get back to the world ?
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His
only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not
perish bt have everlasting life ~ Amen ~
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Submarine Christian ?
feel like wanna post a blog.....to share something
my very msg in my thought now is " be faithful to God ".....
for a sinner who like me how can say this "faith"...i dont
have it all time....im not obedient to His word.. what a shame
to see those really LOVE His word, keep reading the Bible...
i just spend very very little for Him....
"Are you a submarine christian ? " this question was asked by
an elder in a morning devotion... r u one of the christians who
just go to church every Sunday ? who just appear once a week
just like the submarine traveling under the sea, just come out
a while to ' breath ' then dive again ~~
im better than the submarine i know tat
but im on the ship without steering wheel....sometimes follow
correctly with the path of God....sometimes losing to somewhere..
always need people help me to get back to tat...after helping me..
i would still go another ways....wat a problem~ i know the problem
but still let it happens ....
we always pray..." Lord , let us get close to You...please !!"
He is there, and always replies " Come, Come to me ~"
after praying , then get on bed.....and He is waiting alone...
and He is still waiting ....with tear...and keep saying " Come,
Come to me ~"
do we do something for God ? do we ?
James 2:26 For as the body without the spirit
is dead, for the FAITH without works is dead also
Lord is faithful to us too...
1 Thessalonians 5:24
He who calls you faithful, so Who also will do it
only we choose not for His will
all time....we take it too light....so sad Father...sorry Father..
brothers and sisters , Father doesnt demand money from u..
He doesnt demand u to give Him big house to live ...
He doesnt demand u to give Him many maids to serve Him...
He wants u to spend little time to talk to Him...in real life,
if we talk to our father few words a day...i think he already satisfies
...this is what i didnt do at home....
He is faithful....because He loves u .....i cant think of other reasons...
He really loves u all....come on pls sing the song " take me deeper,
deeper that i've never been before, i just want to LOVE YOU more
and more "
maybe some christians think to be just a 'normal' christian...
just be ordinary...no need to be like pastor or envangelist
what is normal ? which is normal ? if u think u r normal just
to be submarine...pls ask Holy Spirit ....r u a normal christian ?
y my post sounds discouraging ....is that the best just praising
christians ? i dont really like to be praised too much since b4 i was
christian......if people dont know appreciating 'praise' ....tat fellow will
be sober or drunk of tat... ( haha ...not sober of Holy Spirit ah !) ..
pride will be coming......and will hardly see the truth and the glory of God...
forgive me i cant show the most suitable verses since im not good in
Bible...let me walk close with You, Lord....in the name of Jesus , i pray..Amen ~
my very msg in my thought now is " be faithful to God ".....
for a sinner who like me how can say this "faith"...i dont
have it all time....im not obedient to His word.. what a shame
to see those really LOVE His word, keep reading the Bible...
i just spend very very little for Him....
"Are you a submarine christian ? " this question was asked by
an elder in a morning devotion... r u one of the christians who
just go to church every Sunday ? who just appear once a week
just like the submarine traveling under the sea, just come out
a while to ' breath ' then dive again ~~
im better than the submarine i know tat
but im on the ship without steering wheel....sometimes follow
correctly with the path of God....sometimes losing to somewhere..
always need people help me to get back to tat...after helping me..
i would still go another ways....wat a problem~ i know the problem
but still let it happens ....
we always pray..." Lord , let us get close to You...please !!"
He is there, and always replies " Come, Come to me ~"
after praying , then get on bed.....and He is waiting alone...
and He is still waiting ....with tear...and keep saying " Come,
Come to me ~"
do we do something for God ? do we ?
James 2:26 For as the body without the spirit
is dead, for the FAITH without works is dead also
Lord is faithful to us too...
1 Thessalonians 5:24
He who calls you faithful, so Who also will do it
only we choose not for His will
all time....we take it too light....so sad Father...sorry Father..
brothers and sisters , Father doesnt demand money from u..
He doesnt demand u to give Him big house to live ...
He doesnt demand u to give Him many maids to serve Him...
He wants u to spend little time to talk to Him...in real life,
if we talk to our father few words a day...i think he already satisfies
...this is what i didnt do at home....
He is faithful....because He loves u .....i cant think of other reasons...
He really loves u all....come on pls sing the song " take me deeper,
deeper that i've never been before, i just want to LOVE YOU more
and more "
maybe some christians think to be just a 'normal' christian...
just be ordinary...no need to be like pastor or envangelist
what is normal ? which is normal ? if u think u r normal just
to be submarine...pls ask Holy Spirit ....r u a normal christian ?
y my post sounds discouraging ....is that the best just praising
christians ? i dont really like to be praised too much since b4 i was
christian......if people dont know appreciating 'praise' ....tat fellow will
be sober or drunk of tat... ( haha ...not sober of Holy Spirit ah !) ..
pride will be coming......and will hardly see the truth and the glory of God...
forgive me i cant show the most suitable verses since im not good in
Bible...let me walk close with You, Lord....in the name of Jesus , i pray..Amen ~
Thursday, July 30, 2009
i love Jesus
now im writing a journal " Growing with Lord "
it's started by April , how i was some kinda anti-Christ...
felt tat christians really freak and extreme all time ...
but now i become one of an extreme christian so called...
i didnt understand, but now i know the truth ...tat changes
me in these months
i missed too many great testimonies which i havent shared
in my blog, these testimonies all are so precious and worthy,
but how many readers appreciate the works of God , i just will
share to those who really want to listen and read it....thnx God..
i really Love Him so much since im knowing Him more and more
everytime...nobody can imagine how mercy He is , to forgive
our sins all time.. how great His love everytime just keep flowing
to us when we just voice and shout " Jesus, i love You !" He also
loves us , He loves everyone , not only christians , but others ...
those who dont like him , even heard His name ...people are
scared and angry, becoz His name Jesus is so powerful and fearful..
this proves how great our God is !~~
on the judgement day ...everyone will bow down, every
tounges will confess tat Jesus is the Lord....and believe me ,
my frens...He is comingsoon.....if u dont believe in tat, y dont u
TRY to pray tonight after readingmy blog and asks " Jesus,, if u
r really coming , can u pls show me ?" makestat prayer...im sure
that He will come to seek u ...just like when i reallywanted to seek
for Him just becoz i wanted to prove tat christians were goingto a
wrong way !~~....i've never cried for any other god....only i cry for
Him beczit's a carnal crying , not my mind to cry ....but my heart
, the Spirit man inside is crying when i have the mercy everytime...
i didnt think tat i was a sinful man, y would i think myself sinful,
i didnt kill , i didnt drink , i didnt gamble , i didnt commit crime....
i tot i was so good and clean...when a christian asked " where do u
think u going after end of ur life ?"my nature answer is " sure hell
..." becoz i myself also knew tat i was not asclean as God's favor ....
when i accepted Him and knew the truth ...i just found out all r sin
inside me...i pray Lord to help me...to cleanse me with the Blood Of
Jesus, to take away the sin...the desires ...in the name of Jesus ,
He helping me all time...
im not good enough...there's no stop love ....there's no end to
love Him... and i wanna walk right behind of Him...i wanna get
closer with Him... i want His big hug once only in my life....i
want His loving touch again... so tat i can really be a Christian~
Amen
it's started by April , how i was some kinda anti-Christ...
felt tat christians really freak and extreme all time ...
but now i become one of an extreme christian so called...
i didnt understand, but now i know the truth ...tat changes
me in these months
i missed too many great testimonies which i havent shared
in my blog, these testimonies all are so precious and worthy,
but how many readers appreciate the works of God , i just will
share to those who really want to listen and read it....thnx God..
i really Love Him so much since im knowing Him more and more
everytime...nobody can imagine how mercy He is , to forgive
our sins all time.. how great His love everytime just keep flowing
to us when we just voice and shout " Jesus, i love You !" He also
loves us , He loves everyone , not only christians , but others ...
those who dont like him , even heard His name ...people are
scared and angry, becoz His name Jesus is so powerful and fearful..
this proves how great our God is !~~
on the judgement day ...everyone will bow down, every
tounges will confess tat Jesus is the Lord....and believe me ,
my frens...He is comingsoon.....if u dont believe in tat, y dont u
TRY to pray tonight after readingmy blog and asks " Jesus,, if u
r really coming , can u pls show me ?" makestat prayer...im sure
that He will come to seek u ...just like when i reallywanted to seek
for Him just becoz i wanted to prove tat christians were goingto a
wrong way !~~....i've never cried for any other god....only i cry for
Him beczit's a carnal crying , not my mind to cry ....but my heart
, the Spirit man inside is crying when i have the mercy everytime...
i didnt think tat i was a sinful man, y would i think myself sinful,
i didnt kill , i didnt drink , i didnt gamble , i didnt commit crime....
i tot i was so good and clean...when a christian asked " where do u
think u going after end of ur life ?"my nature answer is " sure hell
..." becoz i myself also knew tat i was not asclean as God's favor ....
when i accepted Him and knew the truth ...i just found out all r sin
inside me...i pray Lord to help me...to cleanse me with the Blood Of
Jesus, to take away the sin...the desires ...in the name of Jesus ,
He helping me all time...
im not good enough...there's no stop love ....there's no end to
love Him... and i wanna walk right behind of Him...i wanna get
closer with Him... i want His big hug once only in my life....i
want His loving touch again... so tat i can really be a Christian~
Amen
Friday, May 22, 2009
Repent , my friend ~
我的心多么地痛，我了解了你的痛，真的是痛！当我才提耶稣的圣名时，
他说：
diu
u dun talk jesus with m
me
diu
diu
diu
diu
diu
可怜的是这种人在地狱里不停地喊着“耶稣，请你怜悯我吧！我后悔了”
耶稣的手流出鲜血，伤心的说：“ 来不及了，你已经选择了”
by 22/5/09
dont think u r proud of urself...~ who r u ?
他说：
diu
u dun talk jesus with m
me
diu
diu
diu
diu
diu
可怜的是这种人在地狱里不停地喊着“耶稣，请你怜悯我吧！我后悔了”
耶稣的手流出鲜血，伤心的说：“ 来不及了，你已经选择了”
by 22/5/09
dont think u r proud of urself...~ who r u ?
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
what a change !
this time not about gospel...~~ quite sad and disappointed to hear the
performance date is changed to 7th June....but im going to church camp...
this camp is important to me ....cz God is asking me to go....i must go...~~
but now....i got no doubt must go to the camp...but my band...they
gonna there themselves....im really quite worried of them..this is the
1st time our new band is going on stage....we should go together...good
or bad performance is we make it ...but i now left them...haiz ~~....i also
dream to go on stage again....~~
we still have time to make it perfect....c u guys again this sat ~
performance date is changed to 7th June....but im going to church camp...
this camp is important to me ....cz God is asking me to go....i must go...~~
but now....i got no doubt must go to the camp...but my band...they
gonna there themselves....im really quite worried of them..this is the
1st time our new band is going on stage....we should go together...good
or bad performance is we make it ...but i now left them...haiz ~~....i also
dream to go on stage again....~~
we still have time to make it perfect....c u guys again this sat ~
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