tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59792544462261184392024-02-19T00:46:42.883-08:00有坚持,有理想,你我一样ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-47576991116014762172011-01-26T06:45:00.000-08:002011-01-26T07:18:32.471-08:00好像还很久-20我回到了家,可是心却还在那儿~<br /><br /> 好像有点早回来,刚开始却停着~<br /><br />不明白状况,似乎有或不得~<br /><br /> 但就是觉得每次都,依依不舍~<br /><br />说好的约定,<span style="font-weight: bold;">好像还很久</span> :(ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-56418465314052163832010-11-21T02:02:00.000-08:002010-11-21T02:49:22.913-08:00Engineer<span style="font-weight: bold;">I </span>did ever tell my fren, actually working as engineer is an easy job,<br /> i further explained " just using 1 formula with arimethic<br />way can solve many questions ", then she was surprised " that easy ah ?<br />i should be the engineer also ~~" Actually it sounded like a doctor<br />also an easy job, just give panadol can cure the sick ..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I</span>n fact, we need lot of knowledges and experiences to design or<br />solve the current issues , understanding and application of information<br />is different story...or information from others, especially suppliers...do u<br />believe it exactly ? then tell the clients the way they told u ? it's risky<br />and bias ....to be a profesional engineer...ahhhh ~~ need to study a lot !!<br />Not only using 1 formula...but every single part of the design must be<br />mastered ~~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">A</span>m i happy working in this company ? Working ot every night, sometimes<br />might sacrifice weekend to work to complete part of my jobs..i do still<br />enjoy the process of learning and catching up as much as im able...maybe<br />im still very fresh, since the company giving me so many opportunities<br />to learn and practice, it's quite exciting and challenging for every single step<br />or person whom i face with.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I</span>m sent to meeting, a young guy with this kinda hair style surely sometimes<br />noticeable, if im client, seeing this fella come meeting with me, and have<br />no experiences at all, surely i will scold and ask him to get back office<br />and send another profesional engineer to see me, because i paid for consultation.<br />Fortunately, havent really met these clients. But what to do ? I dont blame<br />them if im being scolded, they are just curious of my services, and need<br />to know more, is my problem cant give any helping hand.<br /><br />Last post , i was still excited writing about my master programme. 4 months<br />later, everything seem have changed. Huu...~~ i did share it with <span style="font-style: italic;">her</span>, then<br />she said " it's maybe God set the path for you, He knows what u need<br />to do~" <br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1</span>st day, i changed mind on 1st day, my respectful senior came to talk to me,<br />tat moment i was really in worry, felt so down..then told him my situations<br />of taking mater programme, he did give good suggestions to me ...next day,<br />i was talking with another new fren, he mentioned about current company<br />which he rejected to work for, but actually the salary and conditions<br />offered was really not bad, it's really interesting. 3rd day, i applied it<br />through a fren, and i alraedy knew i surely could get it. I also not sure why i<br />had that confidence ~ i went to the interview without cutting my long hair,<br />and boss was not really mind of that. He even told me " b4 u came for<br />interview, i already employed you~ " In 3 days, i changed my 2 months plan,<br />and got it all.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">E</span>ven my living place, also not bad, very close to office, haha...just 1 minute<br />drive only. Met with nice housemates...they are frenly and active talking..<br />'same odor' ...hahah ~~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">H</span>ere really thanks God who has this well plan for me, He also even solved<br />a lot of my working problems, sometimes really out of my control, even<br />my colleague also said " God has answered your prayer"...^_^ <br />but as God told me b4, now my heart is like a upside down bottle, He couldnt<br />fill anything into me...i know the truth, but the doubt is still there, i never<br />hope God appears in my dreams , and explains to me, because the answer<br />is already in the Bible...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">w</span>riting so long, actually i have more to say....let's it in another blog...<br />i feel tasty when i read my old blogs...it's better to jot down something<br />'everything' i have done...next blog let's talk about dreams...Music -Guitar ~~<br /><br />Hope i grow up as planned , and be equipped as a professional engineer<br />with a great title " IR"ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-6152733976658814342010-07-09T00:36:00.000-07:002010-07-09T02:48:02.000-07:00A life with guitar....A new target of dream ~~<span style="font-weight: bold;">M</span>aybe i didnt make it clear of recent update, let's say about it again ~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I</span>'ve ended the part time job working at Konica Minolta, the period<br />offered was only one month. Even though quite short, but i did learn<br />something and exposed to other working field. It was my first part time,<br />first time earned money myself also. Later i will upload the photos with<br />ex colleagues and explain the characteristics and company system which<br />i observed for a month. Hahaha ~~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I</span>'m now in the lab, working as a research assistant, but in fact , nothing<br />to do with lab works. I'm just concentrating doing my master programme<br />topic, where it has been started unofficially. I'm not as lucky as another<br />master student, could get offer from another lecturer, paid very high<br />stipend ( higher than an engineer ), and can skip the fee. I'm actually<br />worried of it ...-_-! So in these 4 months, i must have achieved something<br />to show to my supervisor ~~<br /><br />in the morning just realized jason returned the Boss Super Chorus to me,<br />about 1 month after the gig, i didnt open the box to play~ i didnt stop playing,<br />but just touch the acoustic guitar. Recently, dunno why i like hearing , find<br />the notes by ears, that feels enjoying . Slowly to stop using gtp ~~<br /><br />actually some frens did ask me ..." what is ur next collection ?" ...<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNHzP_-sXaL9Fd5leUnrzD8STKoGbYDpWL4rrxuIn4vLL2R0EGYpdWYcFVSzsKpCvk9KT8TgSFtDXicDL-LbDJqqZN4HtK3oGjwmClfGKCmNB0SYRY2IDQkTaYjWMrguftAAd72-t26QM/s1600/m102.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 199px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNHzP_-sXaL9Fd5leUnrzD8STKoGbYDpWL4rrxuIn4vLL2R0EGYpdWYcFVSzsKpCvk9KT8TgSFtDXicDL-LbDJqqZN4HtK3oGjwmClfGKCmNB0SYRY2IDQkTaYjWMrguftAAd72-t26QM/s320/m102.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491819788229539474" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">Compressor </span>? An effect used to regulate the sound wave and sustain, suitable for funk and jazz in clean sound .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggiqb11xu-NkZETKzNSxfJPApie9XK_QI1UgsgmfpEbe5_3iOJCzdYUZtZRogexY85S4Ei1wteZhmmUtRiC7oOl95-GECUFMvDVSQ3tZ3M0URWl3R4UzC7xQEYJKs3OFN3YDJLFb0HB_A/s1600/boss_rc-2_top.jpg"><br /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Loop Station </span>? A recorder , it might give more inspiration by the rythmm loop i think so<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjORNmK3MGKZcoL5jkHma7USsUpipYeSZp4o0Gs9fNxgH-LFa25PkGiIUk0jKMIebRsqlg39bz-rYcbgweyDDXhyphenhyphenZdFeNRhRSFZcC1JZVCfzu4iAkoCWbL8KEqcD9Q4J_ltTw0nQazas2I/s1600/loop+station.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 412px; height: 231px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjORNmK3MGKZcoL5jkHma7USsUpipYeSZp4o0Gs9fNxgH-LFa25PkGiIUk0jKMIebRsqlg39bz-rYcbgweyDDXhyphenhyphenZdFeNRhRSFZcC1JZVCfzu4iAkoCWbL8KEqcD9Q4J_ltTw0nQazas2I/s320/loop+station.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491825530659647410" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRot75zG76b8K8Ecfz6Y3FPIfFap6llRLYJmEZSGRqVw80i2W3siouD-pt0qH7SyRssbUW8C9XlF2JujHYNPKTCzaOV2RjwX_wJCddHa9hC2MdXj_B1viCd2UCkzWFdOL-Cu7BgBFQlZQ/s1600/e0048451_4990e8e2e8e00.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 310px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRot75zG76b8K8Ecfz6Y3FPIfFap6llRLYJmEZSGRqVw80i2W3siouD-pt0qH7SyRssbUW8C9XlF2JujHYNPKTCzaOV2RjwX_wJCddHa9hC2MdXj_B1viCd2UCkzWFdOL-Cu7BgBFQlZQ/s320/e0048451_4990e8e2e8e00.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491819281310407058" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Vox Big Bad Wah</span> ?<br />A new modern of wah where includes vintage tone and great designed by<br />Joe Satriani.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">W</span>hy not a good guitar ? I'm using Ibanez RG series, it was around RM1480,<br />purchased from Bently guitarshop 3 years ago. It was good looking with the<br />silver steel plate on guitar , where you may see the reflection of the colorful light<br />on the stage.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I</span> do still remember the sound of the guitar at the 1st time , ah foo helped me<br />tested a lot ibanez low range guitars ..haha ~~ he could describe the tone<br />and sound of every guitar with funny and nice words . But actually all i heard<br />seem no difference at all, distortion or clean for every just same. When tried<br />on this guitar , i felt this guitar seems got bit temper, the voice seems<br />quite angry at that time compared to other ibanez guitars.<br />Thats how i feel it's rock , and the price also affordable . Finally, i brought it home<br />on that day.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiZlddyx8qdTu7Fqvf4mHDuE4mTSfkwbV-y24A3vK3k87BWloedgPoDJtGes6UC6sRwTvs3FGGX-XaDwRZhEs303tMFNujZwBxE31Xq8_0cU0pE3s1_b-eERf3R5-HVh-iIXV3kIn4ZrM/s1600/ibanez-rg350dx-skeleton.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 187px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiZlddyx8qdTu7Fqvf4mHDuE4mTSfkwbV-y24A3vK3k87BWloedgPoDJtGes6UC6sRwTvs3FGGX-XaDwRZhEs303tMFNujZwBxE31Xq8_0cU0pE3s1_b-eERf3R5-HVh-iIXV3kIn4ZrM/s320/ibanez-rg350dx-skeleton.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491837153178810114" border="0" /></a><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIdebLgoUXZk0XGqASZYJQsCMlSilLo7Gi1-Nrn4zfGWSadm57ExvK8_nzAiUVbWXHtWx73MwINSzftfkU-YflO4pfcEV_ezPP7DONYzyvwRjbYA9_drvoWt1zIGwgVWQn12KkdFGn3tM/s1600/ibanez+rg.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 264px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIdebLgoUXZk0XGqASZYJQsCMlSilLo7Gi1-Nrn4zfGWSadm57ExvK8_nzAiUVbWXHtWx73MwINSzftfkU-YflO4pfcEV_ezPP7DONYzyvwRjbYA9_drvoWt1zIGwgVWQn12KkdFGn3tM/s320/ibanez+rg.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491822800970659346" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXOVGmsnV7dz_-si1vAeGOZPl4lE3td3ERhxXvupNBvqO2Lm73gzQKCqhd0zi8PpbMj0sACTGsY-gy45rgzzG4NNk4EkqerlcMevvf46GPw6AeGFSgUyCqUvkAuAVoFGTolXKpID4EvxI/s1600/dimarzio.JPG"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXOVGmsnV7dz_-si1vAeGOZPl4lE3td3ERhxXvupNBvqO2Lm73gzQKCqhd0zi8PpbMj0sACTGsY-gy45rgzzG4NNk4EkqerlcMevvf46GPw6AeGFSgUyCqUvkAuAVoFGTolXKpID4EvxI/s320/dimarzio.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491824009022074322" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">L</span>ast December, i changed the pickup, it has enhanced and fully boosted the<br />potential of guitar to the max. The price of the pickup is almost half price of the<br />guitar...haha ~~ mmm...why change ah ? every guitarist sure telling u need to<br />change the pickup , a lot of reasons given . Everytime i buy or change something<br />new is becoz i experience and realize the importance of certain instruments .<br />The pickups are Dimarzio LiquiFire and Crunch Lab which designed by John Petrucci, i did feel so excited when i heard it after the 'revolution'.<br />It sounds clearer, stronger tone , and the mid is higher than before.<br /><br />But since it's still a low range guitar, im always desired to have another one ,<br />feels great to see and listen to other guitars .<br /><br />Ahh...~ a dream of guitar....a new target of life ~~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-73832496869720495332010-07-07T05:01:00.000-07:002010-07-07T05:26:03.833-07:00A life with guitar ~~ A dream of music ~~Just knew someone would read my blog, so this has<br />motivated me to write something more of my thoughts or<br />opinions of my daily life .<br /><br />Recently, i've been moving around the PJ , before this,<br />i've made decided to move to seri petaling to stay with my<br />aunt and sis. But after living quite a moment with my pals,<br />at the living room , i found out actually the environment is<br />not the factor for me to feel comfortable, but people who<br />i live with.<br /><br />Last 2 years, i had been living in a big single room alone,<br />though room was big , but i didnt find it's as warm as<br />i stayed in college, just too lonely in the room . Like a<br />rich man without a friend at an island for 2 years ~~~( hAHAHA)<br /><br />this weekend, i'm going to move again to my sifu's room for<br />temp, just because i'm gonna wait the appeal to the colleges.<br />This might sound a bit funny or insane , i've finished my<br />uni life, why should i go back to that place ? hope i can get<br />it ...~~<br /><br />Here is the update of the gig's video ( copy wat yun fei did ),<br />u guys can watch all of these videos here without any links ~<br /><br />Here are the songs flow :<br />1. Opening<br />2. Glamorous Sky<br />3. 我的时间<br />4. Without You<br />5. Hello<br /><br />1.<br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/EaHeEXiV4bo&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/EaHeEXiV4bo&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />2.<br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6xQ4tYuhiu0&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6xQ4tYuhiu0&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />3.<br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dxX8-PMu2fk&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dxX8-PMu2fk&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />4.<br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GsbVFu9bPu0&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GsbVFu9bPu0&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />5.<br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2vTXBO01OlU&hl=en_US&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2vTXBO01OlU&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />Although played badly, still not feeling to quit ~~<br /><br />A life with guitar ~~ A dream of music ^_^ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-61518968376967616772010-06-18T06:36:00.000-07:002010-06-18T07:21:22.638-07:00UpdateEveryone thought i didnt on the line, actually i was stalking behind the screnes,<br />just kept quiet for every manners and cases...read blog and facebook post<br />without replying, maybe is the mind feeling quite tired after working, didnt<br />want to think so much, just felt better use the time to play guitar and games..<br />this is how i appreciate my time every night.<br /><br />I'm now working part time at a company named " Konica Minolta ", got the offer from<br />internet, without any interview, a long hair guy could work in this big company,<br />with so much weird feelings from others. The duration is only for 1 and half<br />month, so im gonna end soon, quite happy for that, coz my job is calling customers<br />everyday, taking orders and sometimes being scolded by customers. People<br />worked in my department just said " sudah biasala ~~" ..the works are keep<br />repeating for a month, at least im quite clear what im doing ...<br /><br />nt having much great feelings, in the morning, the workers dont greet, not<br />even look at me , but they do greet those sitting bigger post, haha...nvm..im just<br />a temp clerk, it's normal.Today, a colleague scolded me by that way, i already felt<br />that he doesnt really like me, i did my job to him , i already took the notice,<br />i didnt do anything wrong of that, nvm...im just a temp clerk...<br /><br />BUT, wait i become an engineer, thats another way round u guys look at me ~<br /><br />Last 2 weeks, took part in Groove in Motion 3, i chose a gig at pub, but not<br />a church camp, means tat i didnt choose God either these two..it was really<br />that coincident, last year also facing the exact situation. The reason i didnt<br />choose the camp, it's quite simple reason, first, i dont feel thats my home,<br />really hard to join the fellas there, those who are elder, then really elder<br />a lot...those younger, really smaller till make me got no common thinking<br />or topics with them. Secondly, it's just very charasmatic way to worship<br />God, honestly, i already started doubt of that kinda practices. So, it's just<br />to be an outsider of the church.<br /><br />Then about the gig, it's really exciting to get the offer and did really<br />appreciate that, even though it's a charity gig but it's worthy for the<br />time and money spent on that. For the comments of our shows, compared<br />with other bands, even though thats the 1st time we went to a pub<br />show, but at least we were quite clear on stage what we gotta do ,<br />for example like sound balancing . This was learnt by a lesson in university<br />before, which it might screw up a show, this is even more important<br />than a showmanship. We played pop and j rock, at least it's easily<br />accepted by people , and these are something we like too...i did mistake<br />for the 1st song , a bit disappointed of that, just becoz i changed the<br />pickup which got weird tone, and pushed it back then got mistake...swt...<br />need be more steady on stage...<br /><br />then knew a lot great bands, exposed myself to them , quite happy to know<br />Awake, the guitarist got a cool guitar, nice ~ have the chance to be on stage<br />with Xerpent, opera troopers , ANK and Lang. The feeling is different compared<br />with dayao, suddenly felt that we are matured, because we've further<br />our first step in another music world. <br /><br />Once Inch Closer , the band now is main on 4 piece, without keyboardist,<br />people might ask ...where is our keyboardist for those who know us ..<br />mm...he has been in a better place, ^_^<br /><br />just 1 thing i wana say to him, " i did treat u sincerely, especially the moment<br />of ur big day, i just wanted u to feel happy ~~ "<br /><br />On July, start to be RA, until october, problem is , if i really cant get<br />scholarship with my poor results, how ? what is next ? i also ....got no idea..<br /><br />spent my time here without playing guitar liao ~~ but it's to update a bit..<br />not only let frens know my feelings or status , but also letting the future<br />of myself in maybe 4 or 5 months later know what im thinking or doing<br />now.<br /><br />God bless ~~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-26638833400681287122010-05-16T09:19:00.000-07:002010-05-16T09:39:04.075-07:00master ~~Everything done, 4 years Electrical Engineering course<br />came to the end, next wednesday the final job is just<br />submit my thesis book to the department, then i will be<br />the alumni of UM<br /><br />but i decided to continue ....to further my study...~<br />everyone is shocked of my decision ~some asked y,<br />some already thought the reasons for me....<br />" is it becoz u want to avoid getting into society ?"<br />" u still wanna play guitar isnt it ? "<br /><br />in these 4 years, i didnt really study..nt becoz<br />i dont like , just no target to study...when i wanted<br />to study when i was in secondary school, because<br />my target was ' get in university ! ". after that,<br />whats my next target ? surely cant always go<br />to 'study' only...have to chase after something i<br />never do b4 ~~<br /><br />but actually quite regret, now brain still empty,<br />dont really understand what i have learned..<br />but when i internshiped, realized actually working<br />is different story of study...tat is based on<br />working knowledge and experience, but problem<br />is we need to have tat level of education to take<br />up tat job...the gate of getting the very 1st job<br />is surely the results...but after that, it may<br />not tat significant ...<br /><br />20 years ago, a spm certificate is sufficient to work..<br />but what about 20 years later, when i thihk of this,<br />i better have higher a bit now since actually there<br />are a lot of master students too...whats wrong wif<br />tat ? when i say wanna take tat, ppl will feel weird,<br />it's something common lo ok ?<br /><br />it's just 1 and half year, i think should be ok for me to<br />have this time to backup of myself again ...~_~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-67224967622742363712010-04-01T09:15:00.000-07:002010-04-01T09:22:42.403-07:00are we tat weak ?huhu ~~<br /><br />just 2 days , the stock decreased like storm, all seeem<br />gone...~~really shocked and surprised with all of it...<br />i know the reason, it's nt simply of 1 or 2 words , but<br />actually kept so long to wait till this day..~~<br /><br />surely is He testing ....if not , situation wouldnt be so<br />critical...which would spoil up a lot of things...but what<br />expectation He waiting...i really dunno ~~ and lazy guess..<br />wait and see ~~<br /><br />only my best fren knows what im saying ~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-44992365027294786172010-03-27T20:00:00.000-07:002010-03-27T20:24:45.096-07:00Dayao 2010 Photos ~Ya, as titled, dayao photos...but it's only for my photos la...<br />hahaha...after reading cloud's blog..then my turn to lan c liao<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjb1I2pWzSsb00H-8mMJaKjCIMBWKLwFHnprEXazhl_5rbxtHsXlAhKtyEh4ySs_odE8DG9NuMbuVOwV-TKWpNK69SCWU_8IaHHGLQSWr9WhF6ui2PI4WpV_6RFr8CBCXdvjpIPZpzX5xs/s1600/26987_341521637744_567402744_3654868_8108820_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjb1I2pWzSsb00H-8mMJaKjCIMBWKLwFHnprEXazhl_5rbxtHsXlAhKtyEh4ySs_odE8DG9NuMbuVOwV-TKWpNK69SCWU_8IaHHGLQSWr9WhF6ui2PI4WpV_6RFr8CBCXdvjpIPZpzX5xs/s400/26987_341521637744_567402744_3654868_8108820_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517467593644930" border="0" /></a> P1: Ending of Dayao<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg28k0r3ersHQJdwbaUX_K7MXLM8ltlWkWG3Sg0n6og7N4fi-Tml-jDivmsBliFhAmvulJWl9ef9Z-M_Z2-kUUlNHnuS9YaisToeNvVEUY19d9OPBogzq-P47bvFA2XRbg9PHypzAMyjeI/s1600/27290_360992970445_702580445_5325340_3514519_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 268px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg28k0r3ersHQJdwbaUX_K7MXLM8ltlWkWG3Sg0n6og7N4fi-Tml-jDivmsBliFhAmvulJWl9ef9Z-M_Z2-kUUlNHnuS9YaisToeNvVEUY19d9OPBogzq-P47bvFA2XRbg9PHypzAMyjeI/s400/27290_360992970445_702580445_5325340_3514519_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517273949715570" border="0" /></a> P2 : i think i found something<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD78b1Rtjst8fZPlEDJfSWsuL_w9btuz8a4NheLeUwpw_n2t82Ui6PFN8M-I2T1Sv1yPN6HSv_hZnHyna96dEwva_3BY2NinsYxreevzOqfJXzo8VpyfvcS-4zf1KC1Wc9DeJidKoC680/s1600/27218_360685447368_523237368_3615571_7410931_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD78b1Rtjst8fZPlEDJfSWsuL_w9btuz8a4NheLeUwpw_n2t82Ui6PFN8M-I2T1Sv1yPN6HSv_hZnHyna96dEwva_3BY2NinsYxreevzOqfJXzo8VpyfvcS-4zf1KC1Wc9DeJidKoC680/s400/27218_360685447368_523237368_3615571_7410931_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517273583757826" border="0" /></a> P3 : Battle ?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbJx6DTKYRos4fx8EcosRdZrQZjSUQKqPTnuaJC_iujxUbbOMWMZwfYvMCBwYaf0SBi1lYkg3olAcpJdr0r2AbVP8TKFBSe6zyFcJtiSBFlExRRvjp9IiDAlqmUbKHGh8MZknoRun6nZ4/s1600/26987_341476967744_567402744_3654782_1141098_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbJx6DTKYRos4fx8EcosRdZrQZjSUQKqPTnuaJC_iujxUbbOMWMZwfYvMCBwYaf0SBi1lYkg3olAcpJdr0r2AbVP8TKFBSe6zyFcJtiSBFlExRRvjp9IiDAlqmUbKHGh8MZknoRun6nZ4/s400/26987_341476967744_567402744_3654782_1141098_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517269333193362" border="0" /></a> P4 : just rest<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuVp5Q6ZxKPRnL9D43UyK0jN4-yA7zoNLOwECB7-dvqwGTOG0C4MF9NMBdoholtVQIJp-vUmmnuoEfUuAbSU8uSwYJuemTKNX6g7AcY50BtB3XJbVAsNhqimtJM1FCiqXTSoIhGAvwNAw/s1600/26987_341476957744_567402744_3654781_3083255_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuVp5Q6ZxKPRnL9D43UyK0jN4-yA7zoNLOwECB7-dvqwGTOG0C4MF9NMBdoholtVQIJp-vUmmnuoEfUuAbSU8uSwYJuemTKNX6g7AcY50BtB3XJbVAsNhqimtJM1FCiqXTSoIhGAvwNAw/s400/26987_341476957744_567402744_3654781_3083255_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517264475124914" border="0" /></a> p5 : AHHHH<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn7NTY3HOgNg37y8OrGY4h53D_2IsRr3PdY8LGGn6DoSAufaG_9jdYTUWywjiYpECM-ozyYZMPmJbpYnyaZpPj_lPYrrG88RwePbWExTksJBiJ0tnW3ZBnXYgbp4QV1Wf2_ERAGnasFaE/s1600/26987_341476937744_567402744_3654780_899954_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhn7NTY3HOgNg37y8OrGY4h53D_2IsRr3PdY8LGGn6DoSAufaG_9jdYTUWywjiYpECM-ozyYZMPmJbpYnyaZpPj_lPYrrG88RwePbWExTksJBiJ0tnW3ZBnXYgbp4QV1Wf2_ERAGnasFaE/s400/26987_341476937744_567402744_3654780_899954_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453517256760274098" border="0" /></a> P6: Fingers painful !!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpgX6a3v99DXEEFFsXeYLcwWZrJL5Fz2uCOutfeYVc10wnAuXEF3YdKaeEdfdLOmOinXKjZcn4N9Qh-SNtdizhdDaXPh2wSbcMuY7AZK3AjCGWfxH66KUn1DwJZt76NxD45PokwKDwbrI/s1600/26987_341471272744_567402744_3654744_5863344_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjpgX6a3v99DXEEFFsXeYLcwWZrJL5Fz2uCOutfeYVc10wnAuXEF3YdKaeEdfdLOmOinXKjZcn4N9Qh-SNtdizhdDaXPh2wSbcMuY7AZK3AjCGWfxH66KUn1DwJZt76NxD45PokwKDwbrI/s400/26987_341471272744_567402744_3654744_5863344_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453516232670996242" border="0" /></a> P7 : the most handsome photo<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh93u3UHBGRpG0h7R68rmbMMiP8LAN09012xalXamcgp8qiw2AhoU0ku5AemXK6C_i5z9j1dDnVIwsz9E2u9hNyJf2oRqtluf-xyddH_pCbpR-BccgCCkM2vmlVHmBfrXMVYQvHkuNCw24/s1600/12422_1372842047895_1437100191_1046849_3843760_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh93u3UHBGRpG0h7R68rmbMMiP8LAN09012xalXamcgp8qiw2AhoU0ku5AemXK6C_i5z9j1dDnVIwsz9E2u9hNyJf2oRqtluf-xyddH_pCbpR-BccgCCkM2vmlVHmBfrXMVYQvHkuNCw24/s400/12422_1372842047895_1437100191_1046849_3843760_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453516228715825138" border="0" /></a> p8: Cloth changed<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5sJuatjAHarURgWAFCBFf49d3GYAxQUms95D4jZG8MMxpQ9sUoeZF_kh_JDYGqFdYKfKTsYqs6AlGSTqqJ3wR86BIcEAclmFRjXtUobY1zBg6NPX7m4Ihyoc9pLewls2sB5trLhP1gS0/s1600/12422_1372842087896_1437100191_1046850_3267082_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5sJuatjAHarURgWAFCBFf49d3GYAxQUms95D4jZG8MMxpQ9sUoeZF_kh_JDYGqFdYKfKTsYqs6AlGSTqqJ3wR86BIcEAclmFRjXtUobY1zBg6NPX7m4Ihyoc9pLewls2sB5trLhP1gS0/s400/12422_1372842087896_1437100191_1046850_3267082_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453516224885408050" border="0" /></a> p9 : donno wat to say ~<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3Md96bB8NHaW584tXWSB7BUOYzgVjB9Ti5cnxnTW70GmZbCT2CdUd0uI605iarbwV9TcKPRUErTYKWwWqcvw5BQ9Z8zweG7_09Wg_bpjmnUqYa_t2S6q56RCMovOsj7_uBX6Hy9JDZzg/s1600/12422_1372822247400_1437100191_1046752_8388369_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj3Md96bB8NHaW584tXWSB7BUOYzgVjB9Ti5cnxnTW70GmZbCT2CdUd0uI605iarbwV9TcKPRUErTYKWwWqcvw5BQ9Z8zweG7_09Wg_bpjmnUqYa_t2S6q56RCMovOsj7_uBX6Hy9JDZzg/s400/12422_1372822247400_1437100191_1046752_8388369_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453516208548449266" border="0" /></a> p10 : same pose ~`<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBfhMi2_ac0DUy0rX8RY1hmH6abBnjudwM6QrtzGkNrVETWys97XHIGm4UKsPuqNjyrpyiyNzp5AhwlyubrLycpvIsbcMMHhTklWL1cHxDGuBT10HhWcIv63HKf1jvKpjPbykngVYz7Ko/s1600/12422_1372821687386_1437100191_1046738_908536_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBfhMi2_ac0DUy0rX8RY1hmH6abBnjudwM6QrtzGkNrVETWys97XHIGm4UKsPuqNjyrpyiyNzp5AhwlyubrLycpvIsbcMMHhTklWL1cHxDGuBT10HhWcIv63HKf1jvKpjPbykngVYz7Ko/s400/12422_1372821687386_1437100191_1046738_908536_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453515360641013730" border="0" /></a> p11 : with jason again ~<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXjjxGjtIceYIJXLRzP5X8X1ElkRitgP-km40Rr265Y4viFRUXCf4bn2ggGrQu_8ah_LUC_qxITx55qYVTbBDZKpWsF48YHkB2l3B-zMl1WM58q6wEYeJIw4z4e6cFo__3WsSVJlS9eps/s1600/12422_1372821527382_1437100191_1046734_1799785_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXjjxGjtIceYIJXLRzP5X8X1ElkRitgP-km40Rr265Y4viFRUXCf4bn2ggGrQu_8ah_LUC_qxITx55qYVTbBDZKpWsF48YHkB2l3B-zMl1WM58q6wEYeJIw4z4e6cFo__3WsSVJlS9eps/s400/12422_1372821527382_1437100191_1046734_1799785_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453515356404102626" border="0" /></a> p12 : wind ?<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbYMSL2Bfxmhu_K0R16BfEsb0dPPUPuxW0JJNI1Ppcite7eQvfxjHs87aaqLGGSFY7aCR9uX2mvTb6BE11IoLa57TE35iHZ9WDr6mlA8W86wV0fSOG8kigEdqRgk48n3kLit2cXl1fpYI/s1600/12422_1372821487381_1437100191_1046733_7458501_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbYMSL2Bfxmhu_K0R16BfEsb0dPPUPuxW0JJNI1Ppcite7eQvfxjHs87aaqLGGSFY7aCR9uX2mvTb6BE11IoLa57TE35iHZ9WDr6mlA8W86wV0fSOG8kigEdqRgk48n3kLit2cXl1fpYI/s400/12422_1372821487381_1437100191_1046733_7458501_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453515352570489938" border="0" /></a><br /> p13 : all ss<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcQ62GASc1FrnJqbExMI0Uvl0nPSwstJtXLgnH0BJgUmCS3q1-QHQCV7nbOmhgP0BX2TT7qhBKmLMKR9aeE7IS1pLmFMqrOIbFB3wAO1WRVEvOp2UEAxqXNO2BsiKqDvdxJKl5VrtWuGM/s1600/26516_366341716118_750131118_5581431_189002_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcQ62GASc1FrnJqbExMI0Uvl0nPSwstJtXLgnH0BJgUmCS3q1-QHQCV7nbOmhgP0BX2TT7qhBKmLMKR9aeE7IS1pLmFMqrOIbFB3wAO1WRVEvOp2UEAxqXNO2BsiKqDvdxJKl5VrtWuGM/s400/26516_366341716118_750131118_5581431_189002_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5453515342634818946" border="0" /></a> p14 : nice flowers ...<br /><br />http://de-cloud1231.blogspot.com/<br /><br />this guy lan c 1st...~~ hahaha....really thnx to Li EE and other<br />photographers...really have a lot photos this time...compared with<br />my previous years ~~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-14443341069672179052010-02-24T10:56:00.000-08:002010-02-24T20:16:13.230-08:00Bye bye dayaowhat time is it ? almost 3am ~~ i still havent slept ...still<br />havent cleared my make up...~~<br /><br />just done it ...~~ finally done it ...~~ one of my frens said<br />i was very excited to do it...sure la...i spent 1 year to practice<br />guitar , then spent thousands ringgit for my equipments...actually<br />wat really makes me happy is like a 'dream completion'<br /><br />remember when i was in 1st year, 1st time went to dayao<br />...sittingat 1st floor in dtc...too crowded tat time.. watching<br />the performances...tat time i still didnt know who those<br />guitarists like Alvin, Chriss ,Jing Lung...~~when they solo,<br />so admired at them.. then when ah foo's turn, he did bomb<br />the stage...he bombed dtc...too impressive ...this was really<br />so called Rock...~~ tat time i just could play acoustic guitars<br />with few chords....huh....i started to dream...if i was on stage,<br />how would it be leh ??<br /><br />2nd year, palapes dragged me in dayao informally<br />without audition , and to be a bassist ...really insane...2<br />weeks to practice then on stage.....sure played very fundamental<br />and lousy things de la...and paiseh cz with shenan's band...he<br />got very high requirement cz his standard is another level d...<br />also thnx God, let me know him, let<br />me know the church which im attending now...<br /><br />3rd year, mm....actually still not a band form...yun fei , wei sim<br />and palapes..we lack of vocalist ....and there's no band practice<br />constantly...always cakap cakap la...haha.....then dayao,<br />we spoileda song..... then i realized need to be more serious<br /> on this...then i got jing lung as my teacher, he is very good<br />and patient guy...mmm...for me ...not teaching for money<br />lo...but really sharing his own ideas and knowledges to<br />the students .......and a lot seniors guided us to form a band<br />...like how to cooperate, how to practice...and tell us how to<br />solve problems....then i got jason in ... then kai wen....at the<br />beginning ....i jst let kai wen to be a sessionist , tat time c he<br />seems got no heart one to play band....but now he is one<br />of the soul in the band...and also my<br />good fren....cukup steady...<br /><br />4th year....i like this year....a lot of gigs we going ...few<br />competitions we going...~~but everytime also mati<br />gao gao....~~ many problems...sound check problems...<br />then equipments problems ....and skills problems....but we did<br />gain experiences every gigs ...and it did help the band grow<br />little by littleunconciously ....<br /><br />as i said it last year , i would bomb dtc this year !!!~~<br /><br />thnx she had come ...finally she came....i know she would come....i know ~~<br /><br />surely dayao is not the end....and i still need a lot lot<br />improvements...~~especially ideas....~~~<br /><br />bye bye dayao !!~~ next year i sit at VIP seats lo....hahaZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-5127464558200082472010-01-12T04:24:00.001-08:002010-01-12T04:54:40.628-08:00Diary ~tomorrrow early morning , 6.30am dayao photo session..<br />i've been joining for 3 years, but never take one...<br />but tomorrow maybe my 1st time to show up, fresh face<br />in dayao...i sure will be treated as the fellas who just<br />play but no contribution at all to dayao...cz never join<br />marketing drive , never attend a meeting ...and so on..<br />mm...nvm ~~ but thanks those who did a lot to dayao..<br /><br />need to go the factory very early so tat i can see<br />those in charge of the materials...my thesis...start to<br />feel nervous...im too relaxing myself...too ~<br /><br />mmk closing tomorrow....already no feeling ..~~<br />still remember when i was in 1st year...i involved<br />a lot ....multimedia especially..and i was the main<br />actor in the movie....really too much fun and felt<br />so proud of myself... after mmk, always walked<br />past bsg , looked inside who in...we always would<br />go back tat room when we were free...cz we<br />did spend most of the time when we were doing<br />our stuffs there.....ppl might ask y i changed to<br />become so active to talk....i tell u...becoz mmk...~<br />i grew ~<br /><br />ok...talk about religion nw ..~ i got 1 question...<br />till now still not solved.... many christians did try<br />to explain it....they explain becoz they think tats the<br />answer ... by the way...the answer can be my weapon<br />to attack back...~<br /><br />question is simple ~~ " why are there practices<br />whom the pastors use to annoint the people which<br />Bible never mention before ? " christians sure<br />know im indicating...for example , annoint by hands,<br />then blow ...then the fella must fall down on floor...<br />y must fall ? becoz need to accept the Holy Spirit ..<br />tats the common answer..tats the moment where<br />Holy Spirit comforted the hearts... but i've been<br />annointed so many times...really no tat great feeling..<br />my pastor told me b4...wait for tat....something will<br />happen...i did wait for an hour...ntg ...is ntg..~<br /><br />As we refer back to Bible, ( i seldom read now )..<br />Jesus or other disciple never did tat also...they prayed<br />and did the healing....but no such annointing...~~ right ?<br /><br />so i asked , the answer i got is new movement of Holy<br />Spirit...means He is also changing new way in the<br />new century... is tat acceptable ? it can be....<br /><br />so can i ask also ....how bout New Age religions ? can i<br />assume tat Lord is now changing to build up a lot of<br />new age religions so that more people can be saved one<br />day simply because our God is loving us...sure i will be<br />scolded becoz i assume tat .....but my frens , how about<br />u assume the changing of the Holy Spirit ?<br /><br />God is everlasting forever....changing ?...modifying ..?<br /><br />Holy Laughter , not all christains seen it before, but<br />u may go youtube search it....or wikiepdia it<br /><br /><div><b>Holy Laughter</b></div> <div> Holy Laughter is a phenomenon that occurs at certain <a href="http://www.biblestudy.org/beginner/definition-of-christian-terms/charismatic.html" target="_top">Charismatic</a> gatherings. Some participants (from a handful, to almost the whole audience at times) find themselves laughing uncontrollably for no particular reason, sometimes even to the point of falling out of their chairs and rolling on the floor in convulsions of laughter. This can occur no matter the topic being addressed by the current speaker from the pulpit-even when the speaker is expounding on such matters as Eternal Judgment and Hell. It is taught in such settings that this is a supernatural manifestation which indicates a special in-filling of the individual by the Holy Spirit. Although this phenomenon has been reported in isolated instances for the past 100 years or so, it first attracted widespread attention in the early 1990s as one of the typical manifestations involved with the Toronto Blessing movement. The most prominent individual connected with the Holy Laughter phenomenon is South African evangelist Rodney Howard-Browne, who styles himself "Joel's Bartender." This is a reference to the prophecy in the Bible in Joel 2 regarding the pouring out of the Holy Spirit. Those who are overcome with Holy Laughter at Howard-Browne's meetings are viewed as being "drunk with (or in) the Holy Spirit," and some do behave as if physically intoxicated, to the point that they are unable to drive home from meetings.</div><br />very long right ? i just summarise it ...means there's a spirit which never<br />being mentioned in Bible from 2000 years ago, but the Spirit appeared<br />100 years ago...mm...is it same like a new age things ? like my fren's religion<br />is also new , it was around the year of 1960..... we always say<br />tat Jesus is the only way...no others...becoz fact is not changing...~ but<br />why do the Holy Spirit change ? im scared....im scared tats not the spirit...<br />which my church now having it...i do prefer traditional way now...~~<br /><br />im not scared to ask ....i hope all chrsitians ....just ask when u have doubt..<br />coz our God is true....not scared being questioned .... i still have some<br />questions...~ ask deeper...will help more...ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-62921702994427828332010-01-05T17:55:00.001-08:002010-01-05T18:16:26.440-08:00Futurevery long time didnt touch the blog...~<br /><br />life becomes hopeless ~~...where's the target ...<br />wat do i want now ~~ these few days worrying of<br />life after graduation...~ after tat , need to work,<br />but got wat job to do ...this is the final problem<br />that finally i need to face it... world is so competitive..<br />dont know wat to say too...im not strong to<br />fight for tat meat ... ~~ maybe now class too less,<br />always alone at home , dont know what to do...<br />even no motivation to push me do thesis ...just<br />getting worried...<br /><br />the church which im attending i dont feel tats<br />my home...im a stranger there...very very weird<br />everytime i go...really dont want to go again ~..<br /><br />now we are crazy for music, obviously , in the<br />sight of other ppl , just wasting time , no bright<br />future , meaningless... but life is for us to enjoy ?<br />or blindly go towards ur target but after that<br />there's nothing , maybe only money in front of u ..<br />but u have nothing else ....nothing else ...<br /><br />after watching 2012 , maybe even u have money ,or<br />already purchased the tickets, if both of ur legs not<br />stepping in the ship , u not considered safe ...just like<br />now u havin a lot of money , but u not considered<br />saved too... i heard a story b4, a doctor told a pastor<br />tat he was very sad....pastor asked y ...he said now<br />he has become a doctor becoz of his parents , actually<br />he wanted to be an artist. we may see his success ,<br />but has he stepped in his ship ?<br /><br />ppl may think im optimistic , happy guy....<br />but the time im quiet is more than the period im<br />laughing ... -_- ~ dunno how to cheer upZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-16582032628207552722009-10-17T06:35:00.000-07:002009-10-17T06:50:00.072-07:00it's timeim quite annoyed with the stuffs now ~<br /><br />assignments...tat EC assignments....so so so difficult....i just know copying<br />since i was in 1st year...~ yeah...tats it....<br /><br />for the competition...ya...sure i know not really got the chance to have any<br />prices...but i did still spend my time and money for practice and<br />jamming ...becoz i wanted to have a good show....but output is ........<br />" ah zau , i so ashame to admit that u r my fren at tat night ~"<br />i didnt know wat to response her....~ cz i also felt the same of myself<br />too disappointing...~~ i didnt blame the tech....becoz we r not<br />pro to handle this situation..keep blaming also no point...y didnt<br />we test clearly b4 starting ....<br /><br />1 more issue ....want to make a big decision to improve the band...<br />to achieve an objective ...1 goal...1 expectation...<br />different animals put in a cage...sure cant live together....cz they<br />r thinking differenly....1 just want to eat grass...1 wants to eat<br />meat.... best way....kick 1 type of people out of my band !<br /><br />i dare to write ...i want he comes to read....pls read my blog...~<br /><br />do assignment 1stZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-6062216371676427442009-09-19T12:13:00.000-07:002009-09-19T13:12:59.701-07:00i was lost, im coming back `now holiday, is free to update myself ..<br /><br />my fren did ever complain that she would close the blog if it<br />is written in English , sorry dude, pls close if u r reading now ~<br /><br />" God gave Rock & Roll to you " , He gives us music ...<br />whatever kinda music ...how about metal ? is metal satanic ?<br />mostly say yes ...why do they say so ? becoz of the lyric or<br />headache to listen tat ? even a soft slow song can be written<br />as anti God song ...it's up to the idea of the song ...why do we<br />limit and restrict God's great work ? at least now i thought of<br />the answer for myself...haha....i do really prefer to all kind..<br />since He gives us rock ... just like He gives us water , so we drink<br /><br />recently, im really busy...for study and music ...i joined the<br />band again...so we went for 2 gigs in 2 weeks....and the<br />performance always the day before mid term tests...so i<br />was always nervous for the exam on stage , not because of<br />the presentation...<br /><br />the band did improve a lot since we gaining some experiences<br />in these few months...but it really didnt achieve a breakthrough<br />point...actually , a band is also same as the body of Christ , is<br />ONE ... the unity of the heart for it... if 1 christian not going to<br />church with a sincere heart, the church faces difficulties to grow<br />though just one .... many have been improving in the band ,<br />like yun fei , he's getting better to play bass ... kai wen is<br />contributing a lot of his knowledge and stable with his playing ...<br />jason is energetic on stage , and good in playing guitar too...<br />although drummer did mistakes for every performance , but he<br />comes with a heart to play.. dont feel like u r dragging others ,<br />but know that u have to get improvement for band....dont be<br />forced to lift up urself , my fren ~<br /><br />now im getting my balanced point....it's like u want more positive<br />or negative .. i want to get to neutral... really hard to care for both<br />sides ... i just dont want myself get into extreme situation , as i<br />said , i know God has His plan and arrangement , why do i judge on<br />behalf of Him ? can i say those who dont know Jesus Christ sure r<br />bad fellows ? these people preventing me to get close to God , so i<br />left them ? or only worshipping songs we should only listen ? Oh my<br />goodness , tat may really keep a pure heart , but we are not getting<br />out of the world , but keep the world out of us ... why do we set that<br />for God ?<br /><br />today i went to Glad Tiding , when i just entered the hall, they<br />were singing worshipping songs , i felt the presence of God was<br />strong there ...the flowing of the Holy Spirit was there .... i feel<br />myself refreshed again....great feeling for these 3 weeks i didnt<br />taste already...so long i didnt go to church for 3 weeks , i was<br />scared to go church, cz i dont want to drag the church...but Jesus<br />does love everyone .... He is willing to forgive ...He is waiting u to ask<br />forgiveness ...sorry Jesus...~~<br /><br />my brother now has been converted ....he accepted Jesus Christ<br />to be his saviour ...it reminded me 5 months ago, when i accepted<br />Christ and he was still an atheist ...dont u guys think it's such a<br />miracle ? my frens thought is i who converted or forced him...i tell<br />u ...there's none people can do that except our Mighty God , only He<br />can touch people's heart.. we always sing the song .. There is none<br />like You ....tats so true ... my bro was touched by the Holy Spirit ...<br />there's no turning back when Holy Spirit came upon you , you will<br />be out of control ...<br /><br />i may share my testimony again here... it's quite similar to his<br />..when my pastor , a fren and i were chatting in the church , my<br />pastor made an ending prayer , after that , she said " i feel the<br />presence of God now ".. haha...i felt nothing what ...and i thought<br />was present of God...mana hadiah ? we kept on our conversation ,<br />just a while , i felt tears coming out of my eyes, i feel nothing but<br />tears were going out...sure i controlled it...how could i cry suddenly<br />.....suddenly heart turned to a very sad mode .... felt so guilty to<br />someone....and i know that is God ...then i started to cry ....and my<br />pastor said again " tats y i feel the presence of God " ...<br /><br />when an elder prayed for my brother last few weeks in a church<br />camp,his body was shaking and suddenly started to cry ...he could<br />feel the presence of God there too.....how could an atheist tell u that<br />he could feel the presence of God... his body couldnt stand of the<br />presence of the Holy Spirit , and i did always see some christians<br />shaking ....coz the Holy Spirit already came upon their bodies ,<br />actually He was there to wake up the spirit man who is sleeping<br />in the body for these 20 years ...haha... tats the miracles God's<br />doing....<br /><br />b4 this , i was quite aggressive to force my frens to listen<br />or to accept Him... now i dont ...i find the best way...tats to pray<br />....not i convert them ....but only God can convert a human being<br />....keep on praying , christians ....for you love the people who are<br />non christians ... keep asking the blessing of God...in Jesus's Mighty Name,<br />Amen....<br /><br /><span style="visibility: visible;" id="main"><span style="visibility: visible;" id="search"><em><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></em></span></span>ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-52480664850819635302009-08-17T10:45:00.001-07:002009-08-18T02:20:58.461-07:00God loves the world ~last 2 days , my pastor asked the youths a question " what Jesus<br />wants from u ?" they anwered " pure heart "...<br /><br />then she asked 1 by 1 how to get pure heart...<br /><br />when she asked me , i wanted to answer , but someone interrupted ,<br />so i didnt tell the answer there...<br /><br />how to get pure heart ? ...my way now is " getting out of the<br />world "..rebuke many things in my life....i stop some entertaiments<br />like watching dramas...even quit my band ... just like a monk living<br />in a temple...<br /><br />how i know is tat way....everytime i stepped to the world, my white<br />robe will be dirty, full of mud....everytime i go back home...need<br />Jesus helps me to cleanse ... just like a kid always goes out of house<br />and plays with frens....when back home, the clothes r so dirty..but<br />the mom still clean for him even though quite angry sometimes...<br />tats how merciful of a mother , nature love from God..<br /><br />if i dont go out of house...i lost my frens....and im losing now....~<br />is tat the best way to keep ur children at home only to make<br />sure that their hearts are pure with no pollution....? will tat<br />child grow healthily ? or teach tat kid to be wise how to avoid ?<br />guide them to learn the beauty of the world....not in the house ~<br />the world needs the kids....to correct the world..world should<br />not be like this ....what's the contribution of a man who just<br />staying in house ?<br /><br />parable :<br />wats the use of the most expensive fastest computer<br />if it cant be connected to the whole wide world...no<br />internet to update itself...who wants tat computer ?<br />how doest the pc feel ?<br /><br />should i get back to the world ?<br /><br />John 3:16 For God so loved the <span style="font-weight: bold;">world</span> that He gave His<br />only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not<br />perish bt have everlasting life ~ Amen ~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-48199075281693822122009-08-08T08:58:00.000-07:002009-08-08T18:16:05.539-07:00Submarine Christian ?feel like wanna post a blog.....to share something<br /><br />my very msg in my thought now is " be faithful to God ".....<br />for a sinner who like me how can say this "faith"...i dont<br />have it all time....im not obedient to His word.. what a shame<br />to see those really <span style="font-weight: bold;">LOVE</span> His word, keep reading the Bible...<br />i just spend very very little for Him....<br /><br />"Are you a submarine christian ? " this question was asked by<br />an elder in a morning devotion... r u one of the christians who<br />just go to church every Sunday ? who just appear once a week<br />just like the submarine traveling under the sea, just come out<br />a while to ' breath ' then dive again ~~<br /><br />im better than the submarine i know tat<br /><br />but im on the ship without steering wheel....sometimes follow<br />correctly with the path of God....sometimes losing to somewhere..<br />always need people help me to get back to tat...after helping me..<br />i would still go another ways....wat a problem~ i know the problem<br />but still let it happens ....<br /><br />we always pray..." Lord , let us get close to You...please !!"<br />He is there, and always replies " Come, Come to me ~"<br />after praying , then get on bed.....and He is waiting alone...<br />and He is still waiting ....with tear...and keep saying " Come,<br />Come to me ~"<br /><br />do we do something for God ? do we ?<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">James 2:26 For as the body without the spirit</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">is dead, for the FAITH without works is dead also</span><br /><br />Lord is faithful to us too...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">1 Thessalonians 5:24 </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">He who calls you faithful, so Who also will do it</span><br /><br />only we choose not for His will<br />all time....we take it too light....so sad Father...sorry Father..<br />brothers and sisters , Father doesnt demand money from u..<br />He doesnt demand u to give Him big house to live ...<br />He doesnt demand u to give Him many maids to serve Him...<br /><br />He wants u to spend little time to talk to Him...in real life,<br />if we talk to our father few words a day...i think he already satisfies<br />...this is what i didnt do at home....<br /><br />He is faithful....because He loves u .....i cant think of other reasons...<br />He really loves u all....come on pls sing the song " take me deeper,<br />deeper that i've never been before, i just want to LOVE YOU more<br />and more "<br /><br />maybe some christians think to be just a 'normal' christian...<br />just be ordinary...no need to be like pastor or envangelist<br />what is normal ? which is normal ? if u think u r normal just<br />to be submarine...pls ask Holy Spirit ....r u a normal christian ?<br /><br />y my post sounds discouraging ....is that the best just praising<br />christians ? i dont really like to be praised too much since b4 i was<br />christian......if people dont know appreciating 'praise' ....tat fellow will<br />be sober or drunk of tat... ( haha ...not sober of Holy Spirit ah !) ..<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">pride</span> will be coming......and will hardly see the truth and the glory of God...<br /><br />forgive me i cant show the most suitable verses since im not good in<br />Bible...let me walk close with You, Lord....in the name of Jesus , i pray..Amen ~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-10096107171569910642009-07-30T04:11:00.000-07:002009-08-08T18:17:46.394-07:00i love Jesusnow im writing a journal " Growing with Lord "<br /><br />it's started by April , how i was some kinda anti-Christ...<br />felt tat christians really freak and extreme all time ...<br />but now i become one of an extreme christian so called...<br />i didnt understand, but now i know the truth ...tat changes<br />me in these months<br /><br />i missed too many great testimonies which i havent shared<br />in my blog, these testimonies all are so precious and worthy,<br />but how many readers appreciate the works of God , i just will<br />share to those who really want to listen and read it....thnx God..<br />i really Love Him so much since im knowing Him more and more<br />everytime...nobody can imagine how mercy He is , to forgive<br />our sins all time.. how great His love everytime just keep flowing<br />to us when we just voice and shout " Jesus, i love You !" He also<br />loves us , He loves everyone , not only christians , but others ...<br />those who dont like him , even heard His name ...people are<br />scared and angry, becoz His name Jesus is so powerful and fearful..<br />this proves how great our God is !~~<br /><br />on the judgement day ...everyone will bow down, every<br />tounges will confess tat Jesus is the Lord....and believe me ,<br />my frens...He is comingsoon.....if u dont believe in tat, y dont u<br />TRY to pray tonight after readingmy blog and asks " Jesus,, if u<br />r really coming , can u pls show me ?" makestat prayer...im sure<br />that He will come to seek u ...just like when i reallywanted to seek<br />for Him just becoz i wanted to prove tat christians were goingto a<br />wrong way !~~....i've never cried for any other god....only i cry for<br />Him beczit's a carnal crying , not my mind to cry ....but my heart<br />, the Spirit man inside is crying when i have the mercy everytime...<br /><br />i didnt think tat i was a sinful man, y would i think myself sinful,<br />i didnt kill , i didnt drink , i didnt gamble , i didnt commit crime....<br />i tot i was so good and clean...when a christian asked " where do u<br />think u going after end of ur life ?"my nature answer is " sure hell<br />..." becoz i myself also knew tat i was not asclean as God's favor ....<br />when i accepted Him and knew the truth ...i just found out all r sin<br />inside me...i pray Lord to help me...to cleanse me with the Blood Of<br />Jesus, to take away the sin...the desires ...in the name of Jesus ,<br />He helping me all time...<br /><br />im not good enough...there's no stop love ....there's no end to<br />love Him... and i wanna walk right behind of Him...i wanna get<br />closer with Him... i want His big hug once only in my life....i<br />want His loving touch again... so tat i can really be a Christian~<br />AmenZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-84251078590391005802009-05-22T05:27:00.000-07:002009-07-02T22:00:59.680-07:00Repent , my friend ~我的心多么地痛,我了解了你的痛,真的是痛!当我才提耶稣的圣名时,<br />他说:<br />diu<br />u dun talk jesus with m<br />me<br />diu<br />diu<br />diu<br />diu<br />diu<br /><br />可怜的是这种人在地狱里不停地喊着“耶稣,请你怜悯我吧!我后悔了”<br />耶稣的手流出鲜血,伤心的说:“ 来不及了,你已经选择了”<br /><br />by 22/5/09<br /><br />dont think u r proud of urself...~ who r u ?ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-14393487657990845872009-05-19T02:02:00.000-07:002009-05-19T02:07:04.683-07:00what a change !this time not about gospel...~~ quite sad and disappointed to hear the<br />performance date is changed to 7th June....but im going to church camp...<br />this camp is important to me ....cz God is asking me to go....i must go...~~<br /><br />but now....i got no doubt must go to the camp...but my band...they<br />gonna there themselves....im really quite worried of them..this is the<br />1st time our new band is going on stage....we should go together...good<br />or bad performance is we make it ...but i now left them...haiz ~~....i also<br />dream to go on stage again....~~<br /><br />we still have time to make it perfect....c u guys again this sat ~ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-69043459766650739692009-05-13T22:20:00.000-07:002009-05-13T22:42:25.881-07:00Great sharp words from Lord ~last sunday, mother's day....a pastor from Nigeria, his great<br />name is Samson Dabbas ...y i say tat he is great ....cz he is ..~~<br />when he's praying for people.....his heart connected with Lord<br />...Holy Spirit can talk to him...he didnt say so...but i know ...cz<br />his words r accurate and sharp to everyone...<br /><br />1st..beware of frens...many frens have discouraged me when<br />i started to share the words of Lord...everytime there's<br />argument i felt sad... but i must continue becoz i believe in u<br />Lord....u r the only God we worship..<br />non believers have lost in this world...even dating also quarrel<br />...where's the love ? only He is Jehovah Jireh , He provides<br />love to us...<br /><br />2nd.." u r too hasty, wait for God "....how he knew im so<br />rushed in sharing to everyone...i was shocked with this ....<br />God asking me to wait...God has His plan for everything....<br />after planting a seed ....we cant leave it...must waterize it.....<br />but too much water will also bring death....~~<br /><br />many great pastors coming next month....a pastor who<br />experienced at hell... is coming to share with us....his hair<br />turned white in 1 night...his face is burned ...so there's black<br />spots....who wanna come...pls tell me...God is real !!~<br /><br />in the name of Jesus, Amen ~~`ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-25052048511026252532009-05-03T08:14:00.000-07:002009-05-03T09:20:17.324-07:00爱我又来分享了~~<br /><br />马太福音 10:35 , 因为我来是叫<br /><br />“ 人与父亲生疏,女儿与母亲生疏,媳妇与婆婆生疏<br />人的仇敌就是自己家里的人。爱父母过于爱我的,不<br />配作我的门徒;爱儿女过于爱我的,不配作我的门徒;<br />不背着他的十字架跟从我的,也不配做我的门徒。得<br />着生命的,将要失丧生命;为我失丧生命的,将要得<br />着生命。”<br /><br />读完了后,你们明白什么吗?耶稣在表达什么?为什么<br />家里的人是敌人,不能爱父母吗?这么奇怪的经文,当我<br />读到这里时,我根本不能前进,我读不到了,因为我不<br />明白,所以想等待牧师的启示。<br /><br />其实今天我从早上八时,我和牧师谈了两个小时,话题<br />不在这个。然后,我和另位伯母谈时,令我想起两天<br />前的事情。当时,我想着救恩,因为我婆婆的关系。她不<br />信主,可能会去地狱,多么可怜。然后再想想我的家人,<br />妈妈爸爸,姐姐和弟弟。<br /><br />突然,心中有一句话“如果我其中一位家庭成员上不到<br />天堂,我陪他们下地狱”。慢慢觉得思想改变,很乱,自己<br />好像很伟大,那么有爱心,跟家人共同进退。然后,那天<br />我做了两个错。至到晚上,想想这句话,发觉到我错了,<br />我不能这么想,恶魔找到机会攻击我了,只是说想下地狱,<br />恶念就慢慢来了。多么恐怖!我便改成了“只要我活着,我<br />一定要带全家人上天堂”。<br /><br />那位伯母就说:“你把上帝放在第二,你的家人在第一”。我们<br />知道 everything God 1st,可是我爱家人多过于上帝了。圣经<br />并不是叫我们不要父母,遗弃他们,现在我领悟了。在上几个<br />星期,牧师和我分享了几个希腊文的字 “爱”,不同爱的区分<br /><br />Eros- carnal love, lowest form of meaningless love-root word of<br /> erotic <span style="font-weight: bold;">sexual</span> or sensual love among strangers or animals<br /><br />Phileo -care and love among<span style="font-weight: bold;"> friends</span><br /><br />Storge- love among<span style="font-weight: bold;"> family</span> members<br /><br />Agape -<span style="font-weight: bold;"> God's</span> love ( highest form of unconditional love )<br /><br />只要心中有主的爱(Argape) ,其他的爱就会上等级,比一般还<br />高。我把Storge放重了,恶魔知道我爱家人,用那来影响我。如果<br />我只爱家人,我害了他们,我会把他们带到地狱,因为我自己亲口<br />说了我会与他们到地狱去。幸好到了晚上,突然想法变了,可能就是<br />圣灵改变了我。我爱主,祂就是真的,所以我又信心带领家人到<br />一个很漂亮快乐的乐园,因为我有了Argape,Storge也提高了。<br /><br />亲身领悟是不一样的,真理只有一个,难道爸爸拜神佛,我知道真理<br />了,但为了不破坏原本的关系,他有他拜,我有我主信吗?那么<br />我还有脸被称基督徒吗?虽然是我爸,立场不一,a man against his father<br />一切实实在在是主的爱。因为我爱我家人,即使冒险也可能要做。爱了<br />主,自然而然,会慢慢爱大家。<br /><br />好想睡了,今天只睡三四小时。很累,谁不累,但别忘了主。奉主耶稣<br />名字祷告,阿门ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-90189926982141892272009-04-29T06:26:00.000-07:002009-04-29T07:12:06.737-07:00祷告雅各书 5:13-16<br /><br />“你们中间有受苦的呢,他就该祷告;有喜乐的呢,他就该歌颂。你们中<br />间有病了呢,他就该请教会的长老来,他们可以奉主的名用油抹他,为<br />他祷告。出于信心的祈祷要就那病人,主必叫他起来;他若犯了罪,也<br />必蒙赦免。所以你们要彼此认罪,互相代求,使你们可以得医治。义人<br />祈祷所发的力量是大有功效的。”<br /><br />和朋友分享了这一段,回想起我的外婆。她在三年前因脑瘤去世的,遗憾的<br />是我对她最后的印象是那时十年的时候,当时我足足有十年没来西马了,<br />一路来都听见她和外公都健康安详的。她去世时,不是妈妈告诉我的,而是<br />过了两天姐姐才问我,我才晓得。当时考着 matrikulasi,妈妈不想影响我,<br />不跟我说。唉,有什么比这更重要?<br /><br />听妈妈说外婆去世的情况,当时他病发作,舅舅去神庙问神,然后回来告诉<br />他们神说外婆的时间到了,是时候该“去”了。他们没把她送去医院,放在家里<br />等“日子”,她可真痛苦了,病痛折磨,喉咙都溃烂,喝水都不行了。试问有<br />这样的神教他人等死的吗?那是神说的吗?圣经里教我们祷告,靠信,有信,<br />病人就会好了,但他们已放弃了。外婆就躺着,日子慢慢过。很遗憾,如果<br />当时我是基督徒,我肯定会帮他祷告,而不是去问所谓的神,因为我相信真<br />神,奇迹就会发生。即使注定离开,也会安详的离去,祷告会减少她的痛苦,<br />至少她也会欣慰,临走前,我们没放弃过他,并且祝福她到天堂去。<br /><br />现在老家剩外公一人,很老了,但还很健康。所以,我每年的放假一定到三<br />合港去探访他,虽然那地方真的是非常小,闷,没有娱乐,但有什么重要过<br />我去看外公?我不想到那天我失去他,我会又遗憾。我会开始帮他祷告,让<br />他有一天也相信真理。<br /><br />祷告的力量很奇妙,上帝就在大家的身边。靠主耶稣的名字祷告,阿门。ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-73344292176546571532009-04-25T19:47:00.000-07:002009-04-25T20:01:18.829-07:00John 3:16明天考一科非常难得科目,我刚才还跑去教堂~~<br /><br />上个星期说了不去的,作晚又考虑考虑一下,因为我实在<br />有很多问题很想问。所以和牧师约了早上我去向她请教,只<br />是一小时而已。我读着马太福音,许多不明白的经文。<br /><br />可是到了那儿,想起一句,那就是约翰3:16<br />这数字是摔跤手, Austin 3:16用来的。本来觉得<br />蛮侮辱的因为这句话是圣经最经典的,但却被他用在粗暴<br />话里。但他用了后,更多人对这数字参生好奇,会去寻找,<br />那就会找到原始的那句:For God so loved the world that<br />he gave his one and only Son that whoever believes in him<br />shall not perish but have eternal life.<br /><br />简单说,信主就得永生,可是我看到一个字,不明白,<br />问了牧师,她用了一小时来解释这句话,可我还又未完全<br />明白和接受。如果没有时间限制,我俩可能要谈很久很久。<br />可惜明天考试,唉!~<br /><br />你们看到是哪个字吗?<br />阿门 ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-15792567188544958732009-04-25T04:17:00.000-07:002009-04-25T05:11:37.881-07:00小小分享<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBSB6SulYuZtGNjJas-uUaEagwPDG0kcKI8-w4YLVDgf3FT9Az4-dYRAW7RW6EkbYHWj9V9iqSMRf1VTY270__XB8LopF69-3YPVi0_s0X1E-BjS8GiiIszy8_yZCMSvYQuVpJTnEZ_xo/s1600-h/jesus.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 117px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBSB6SulYuZtGNjJas-uUaEagwPDG0kcKI8-w4YLVDgf3FT9Az4-dYRAW7RW6EkbYHWj9V9iqSMRf1VTY270__XB8LopF69-3YPVi0_s0X1E-BjS8GiiIszy8_yZCMSvYQuVpJTnEZ_xo/s400/jesus.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5328598483226038434" border="0" /></a><br />昨晚正要睡时,突然收到一位朋友的简讯,问了我一个问题。<br />我脑海立刻浮现了耶稣被钉在十字架上的那一幕,我知道要<br />分享的正是这一段。<br /><br />当耶稣受难,钉在十字架上,旁有两个犯人也一起被钉上。<br />用十字架来处死刑,都是用来对付最大恶极的犯人。其中一<br />位讥笑耶稣:“你不是基督吗?”可以救自己和我们吧!”<br /><br />另一个受刑的就责备他说:“你既是受刑的,还不怕神吗?”<br />“我们是应该的,因为我们所受的与我们所做的相称,但这个<br />人没有做过一件不好的事。”<br /><br />就说:“耶稣啊,你得国降临的时候,求你记念我”<br /><br />耶稣对他说:“我实在告诉你:今日你要同我在乐园里了。”<br /><br />一个人的忏悔之心很重要,我们无一是圣人,谁无错过,谁<br />无罪。一个杀了人的罪人懂得后悔,比起我们天天乱说话,<br />说别人的坏话,咒骂别人,行为举止都腐败,却一点都无<br />觉得自己有错在身。我们还有资格看不起那名罪人吗?只要<br />真心忏悔,主的大爱,大家都会感受到。<br /><br />还有一个小小分享,读了以上那篇经文,看似简单。但我不明白,<br />那犯人很后悔,在耶稣面前认罪。但为什么要求耶稣记念他?<br />然后耶稣为什么会带他一同上天堂?我想了整个早上,才发现<br />这句是关键的句子,非常重要,我觉得也是让耶稣感动的话。<br /><br />当我们的亲朋戚友到别的地方,离开我们时,我们都会挂念他们,<br />想念他们。为什么我们会想念,因为我们见不到他们,不能和他们<br />在一起,不能跟他们说话,只能靠记念。这个犯人和另一个不同,<br />另一个并无恻隐之心,还挑战耶稣,厉害的话,就把他放下来。而<br />这一位却不同,他认罪了,知道自己该受罚,他心理已接受了,<br />正要去地狱受罪了。耶稣和他都会一同死,可是就会分开,耶稣<br />上天堂,他就会去地狱,永远也看不到耶稣,不能日日在天堂和耶稣<br />在一起。一个真正忏悔的人,不是靠说“我认了”,是打从心底的责备,<br />自己都无法忍受自己的错,什么重刑都愿意勇敢接受,地狱是最痛苦<br />的地方,他心里已想着到那里去受应该的罪。<br /><br />我以前祷告时,我并不是求上帝原谅我,反而是来惩罚我,让我心也<br />好过。有一天和牧师分享,她笑我一下,然后她说:“主有大爱,祂<br />会原谅你的”。所以耶稣看到他的心,虽然是临死前,罪人无法做什么<br />来弥补,上帝看人,不是人做多少公德来定他是否上天堂,而是有没有<br />一颗善良信主的心。耶稣对他说“ i tell you the truth, today you will be<br />with me in paradise" 。多么感人的一个承诺~~<br /><br />In the name of Jesus, AmenZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-71179834729955106862009-04-22T04:45:00.000-07:002009-04-22T05:15:36.491-07:00终于找到了好累,整个下午忙着去拿信然后再到 menara去登记公司。<br /><br />找了两个多月了,终于找到了一间适合我的公司。当时真的很绝望,<br />亲戚和长老都出面帮我了,我拨电话也问了三十间公司,打到电话真的<br />没有钱了,全副身家也只有几十块,继续打也没结果。<br /><br />近排,牧师们和其他长老都很好,不停帮我祷告,我也刚开始学会祷告,<br />但常常不习惯,饭吃到一半,才想起要祷告,现在好多了。祷告就是与<br />神,我们的爸爸沟通,谢谢祂为我们平日的帮助,心中有愿,也可以告诉<br />祂,只要是好事,祂一定做得到。<br /><br />上个星期日,牧师特地为我祷告,过了几天,终于有了消息。真感谢主啊!<br />原本我真打算回以前的公司,学习机会满少,老板态度不好,而且也没人工。<br />但心想,“主,如果这是您的意思,我愿意跟随”。幸好过两天,别的公司找我<br />了。至于工钱有350块,朋友说少。唉,总好过无!<br /><br />可是今天拿了信返回时,拆开信看看,竟然是500块。哇,真好啊!<br />我才想起在教堂时想着报名参加基督生活营,费用大约150块。可是我真的<br />没钱了,350只是刚刚够用。教友也很好,让我有钱时才还。我记得他还<br />说,神会帮助你让你找到钱给的。我现在多了150,感谢主啊!我有能力<br />付钱了。<br /><br />昨晚帮两位朋友祷告,希望他们得到我的公司的位子。可是却不得,蛮伤心的,<br />我的祷告不成功。可是刚刚才知道有一位刚得到另间公司的offer,原来主有祂<br />的安排。 God has His plan all the time<br /><br />看到一位朋友,早就得到了公司。但问及是哪间,连名字都忘了。一点都不珍<br />惜~还有几位朋友得不到,继续帮他们祷告,神祝福他们。<br />奉主耶稣的圣名,阿门!ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5979254446226118439.post-33487708616245015762009-04-19T04:39:00.000-07:002009-04-19T05:43:59.837-07:00一个字很久没写了,考试的关系,哪得空写。但今天我很想写写,很多我想分享,<br />但却不懂从哪里开始。早上,今天其实我不想去教堂,考试近了,书读不<br />完了。可是我突然想起上个星期天,我待在教堂至下午六时,由于下了一<br />场大雨,我跑别的路去取车。途中,我看到一个字“谢”在地上,我很好奇,<br />是不是雨中成形的呢还是人写的?至到今早,我还想着那字,心想是不是神<br />写给我的。好吧,我今天就去看个究竟,早早去看,再去中文礼拜堂,然后就闪人。<br /><br />我再看,字依在,果然不出我所料,是人写的。听了中文的,牧师告诉我待<br />会英文时段有一位马来牧师讲道,分享他奇特的神迹。我对马来基督徒很感<br />兴趣,想知道他们是如何转过来的,据我所看,穆斯林对本身的宗教是非常<br />极端而且很诚信,不接受别的了。好,我就继续听。<br /><br />今天教会有好多人,几乎满座,我第一次看到这么多生熟的面孔。感到开心,<br />很久没那么热闹了。其实我现在去的教堂,年轻人很少,大部分都是 uncles<br />aunties。可是如果问我为何选择这一间,我选择的是神。我们去教堂不是哪<br />间有很多帅哥美女,那里有很厉害的牧师,那里很好玩等。那人是为了教堂而<br />去教堂,忘了本份。间间都一样,大家一起敬拜称颂上帝,而且年长的人对基督<br />有不同的看法,都是他们历练和岁月换来的体会,我在他们身上明白很多事情。<br />牧师也对我很好,我有问必答,与我分享她的一些见证,她知道我很渴望神的<br />话语,她很乐意分享。她把我形容成像婴儿,圣经彼得前书2:2 就要爱慕那<br />纯净的灵奶,像才生的灵孩爱慕奶一样,叫你们因此渐长,以致得救。<br />2:3 你们若甞过主恩的滋味,就比如此。听了不觉得搞笑,我真有此感觉。<br /><br />那位马来牧师真的很厉害,很厉害的故事,很勇敢,他在印尼马来西亚与回教徒<br />传福音,那是一件多么危险的工作,在马来西亚,他会被逮捕,在印尼,他会被<br />枪杀。他也很怕,处在这惊心胆跳的环境。但主与他同在,不怕死亡。他又很多<br />见证,我说一个好了。他有一次在巴刹买鱼,卖鱼的老太太教他如何选鱼,谈了<br />一会,老太太邀请他去她的家做客。他去了,看看墙上的照片,才知道老太太有<br />一位女儿。问了之后,老太太告诉他本来女儿在美国读书,可是却中了某种邪<br />术,全身僵硬,不会动,只躺着。牧师听了想帮她祷告,但圣灵却阻止了他,<br />他明白了。他问老太太, al-quran 有说到哪位先知从死里复活,能医治他<br />人,太太便说 nabi muhammad,但他劝她别急着回答,从al-quran 找出答<br />案。几天后他再回来,太太冲出门外喊着“ imam almasih !" 其实这就是耶稣<br />,al-quran记载了他,可是没有人诉说关于祂,所以很多穆斯林都不<br />懂imam almasih是谁。这时,他才承认自己是基督牧师,他问老太太愿意<br />相信这神能医治,她愿意。他们一同祷告,那女生的脚开始能动了,过了四<br />天,女儿痊愈了。更令人开心的是,这见证让许多马来人看到耶稣的神迹,<br />很多回教徒也相信了主耶稣。<br /><br />路加福音 8:48耶稣对她说:“女儿,你的信救了你,平平安安地去吧!”<br />其实就正如他的见证,老太太的信救了她的女儿,救了很多人。<br /><br />因为那字,我今天很开心听道,(虽然还没读书)。虽然那字不是神写的,但是<br />神带领我去祂的宝殿去的一个字,我要对神说一个字 “谢”,奉主耶稣的名字,阿门。ZaUhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10915791711607016688noreply@blogger.com1