Repent , my friend ~

我的心多么地痛，我了解了你的痛，真的是痛！当我才提耶稣的圣名时，
他说：
diu
u dun talk jesus with m
me
diu
diu
diu
diu
diu

可怜的是这种人在地狱里不停地喊着“耶稣，请你怜悯我吧！我后悔了”
耶稣的手流出鲜血，伤心的说：“　来不及了，你已经选择了”

by 22/5/09

dont think u r proud of urself...~ who r u ?

what a change !

this time not about gospel...~~ quite sad and disappointed to hear the
performance date is changed to 7th June....but im going to church camp...
this camp is important to me ....cz God is asking me to go....i must go...~~

but now....i got no doubt must go to the camp...but my band...they
gonna there themselves....im really quite worried of them..this is the
1st time our new band is going on stage....we should go together...good
or bad performance is we make it ...but i now left them...haiz ~~....i also
dream to go on stage again....~~

we still have time to make it perfect....c u guys again this sat ~

Great sharp words from Lord ~

last sunday, mother's day....a pastor from Nigeria, his great
name is Samson Dabbas ...y i say tat he is great ....cz he is ..~~
when he's praying for people.....his heart connected with Lord
...Holy Spirit can talk to him...he didnt say so...but i know ...cz
his words r accurate and sharp to everyone...

1st..beware of frens...many frens have discouraged me when
i started to share the words of Lord...everytime there's
argument i felt sad... but i must continue becoz i believe in u
Lord....u r the only God we worship..
non believers have lost in this world...even dating also quarrel
...where's the love ? only He is Jehovah Jireh , He provides
love to us...

2nd.." u r too hasty, wait for God "....how he knew im so
rushed in sharing to everyone...i was shocked with this ....
God asking me to wait...God has His plan for everything....
after planting a seed ....we cant leave it...must waterize it.....
but too much water will also bring death....~~

many great pastors coming next month....a pastor who
experienced at hell... is coming to share with us....his hair
turned white in 1 night...his face is burned ...so there's black
spots....who wanna come...pls tell me...God is real !!~

in the name of Jesus, Amen ~~`

爱

我又来分享了~~

马太福音 10：35 ， 因为我来是叫

“ 人与父亲生疏，女儿与母亲生疏，媳妇与婆婆生疏
人的仇敌就是自己家里的人。爱父母过于爱我的，不
配作我的门徒；爱儿女过于爱我的，不配作我的门徒；
不背着他的十字架跟从我的，也不配做我的门徒。得
着生命的，将要失丧生命；为我失丧生命的，将要得
着生命。”

读完了后，你们明白什么吗？耶稣在表达什么？为什么
家里的人是敌人，不能爱父母吗？这么奇怪的经文，当我
读到这里时，我根本不能前进，我读不到了，因为我不
明白，所以想等待牧师的启示。

其实今天我从早上八时，我和牧师谈了两个小时，话题
不在这个。然后，我和另位伯母谈时，令我想起两天
前的事情。当时，我想着救恩，因为我婆婆的关系。她不
信主，可能会去地狱，多么可怜。然后再想想我的家人，
妈妈爸爸，姐姐和弟弟。

突然，心中有一句话“如果我其中一位家庭成员上不到
天堂，我陪他们下地狱”。慢慢觉得思想改变，很乱，自己
好像很伟大，那么有爱心，跟家人共同进退。然后，那天
我做了两个错。至到晚上，想想这句话，发觉到我错了，
我不能这么想，恶魔找到机会攻击我了，只是说想下地狱，
恶念就慢慢来了。多么恐怖！我便改成了“只要我活着，我
一定要带全家人上天堂”。

那位伯母就说：“你把上帝放在第二，你的家人在第一”。我们
知道 everything God 1st，可是我爱家人多过于上帝了。圣经
并不是叫我们不要父母，遗弃他们，现在我领悟了。在上几个
星期，牧师和我分享了几个希腊文的字　“爱”，不同爱的区分

Eros- carnal love, lowest form of meaningless love-root word of
erotic sexual or sensual love among strangers or animals

Phileo -care and love among friends

Storge- love among family members

Agape - God's love ( highest form of unconditional love )

只要心中有主的爱（Argape) ，其他的爱就会上等级，比一般还
高。我把Storge放重了，恶魔知道我爱家人，用那来影响我。如果
我只爱家人，我害了他们，我会把他们带到地狱，因为我自己亲口
说了我会与他们到地狱去。幸好到了晚上，突然想法变了，可能就是
圣灵改变了我。我爱主，祂就是真的，所以我又信心带领家人到
一个很漂亮快乐的乐园，因为我有了Argape，Storge也提高了。

亲身领悟是不一样的，真理只有一个，难道爸爸拜神佛，我知道真理
了，但为了不破坏原本的关系，他有他拜，我有我主信吗？那么
我还有脸被称基督徒吗？虽然是我爸，立场不一，a man against his father
一切实实在在是主的爱。因为我爱我家人，即使冒险也可能要做。爱了
主，自然而然，会慢慢爱大家。

好想睡了，今天只睡三四小时。很累，谁不累，但别忘了主。奉主耶稣
名字祷告，阿门