Dayao 2010 Photos ~

Ya, as titled, dayao photos...but it's only for my photos la...
hahaha...after reading cloud's blog..then my turn to lan c liao

P1: Ending of Dayao

P2 : i think i found something

P3 : Battle ?

P4 : just rest

p5 : AHHHH

P6: Fingers painful !!
P7 : the most handsome photo

p8: Cloth changed

p9 : donno wat to say ~


p10 : same pose ~`

p11 : with jason again ~

p12 : wind ?

p13 : all ss
p14 : nice flowers ...

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this guy lan c 1st...~~ hahaha....really thnx to Li EE and other
photographers...really have a lot photos this time...compared with
my previous years ~~

Bye bye dayao

what time is it ? almost 3am ~~ i still havent slept ...still
havent cleared my make up...~~

just done it ...~~ finally done it ...~~ one of my frens said
i was very excited to do it...sure la...i spent 1 year to practice
guitar , then spent thousands ringgit for my equipments...actually
wat really makes me happy is like a 'dream completion'

remember when i was in 1st year, 1st time went to dayao
...sittingat 1st floor in dtc...too crowded tat time.. watching
the performances...tat time i still didnt know who those
guitarists like Alvin, Chriss ,Jing Lung...~~when they solo,
so admired at them.. then when ah foo's turn, he did bomb
the stage...he bombed dtc...too impressive ...this was really
so called Rock...~~ tat time i just could play acoustic guitars
with few chords....huh....i started to dream...if i was on stage,
how would it be leh ??

2nd year, palapes dragged me in dayao informally
without audition , and to be a bassist ...really insane...2
weeks to practice then on stage.....sure played very fundamental
and lousy things de la...and paiseh cz with shenan's band...he
got very high requirement cz his standard is another level d...
also thnx God, let me know him, let
me know the church which im attending now...

3rd year, mm....actually still not a band form...yun fei , wei sim
and palapes..we lack of vocalist ....and there's no band practice
constantly...always cakap cakap la...haha.....then dayao,
we spoileda song..... then i realized need to be more serious
on this...then i got jing lung as my teacher, he is very good
and patient guy...mmm...for me ...not teaching for money
lo...but really sharing his own ideas and knowledges to
the students .......and a lot seniors guided us to form a band
...like how to cooperate, how to practice...and tell us how to
solve problems....then i got jason in ... then kai wen....at the
beginning ....i jst let kai wen to be a sessionist , tat time c he
seems got no heart one to play band....but now he is one
of the soul in the band...and also my
good fren....cukup steady...

4th year....i like this year....a lot of gigs we going ...few
competitions we going...~~but everytime also mati
gao gao....~~ many problems...sound check problems...
then equipments problems ....and skills problems....but we did
gain experiences every gigs ...and it did help the band grow
little by littleunconciously ....

as i said it last year , i would bomb dtc this year !!!~~

thnx she had come ...finally she came....i know she would come....i know ~~

surely dayao is not the end....and i still need a lot lot
improvements...~~especially ideas....~~~

bye bye dayao !!~~ next year i sit at VIP seats lo....haha

Diary ~

tomorrrow early morning , 6.30am dayao photo session..
i've been joining for 3 years, but never take one...
but tomorrow maybe my 1st time to show up, fresh face
in dayao...i sure will be treated as the fellas who just
play but no contribution at all to dayao...cz never join
marketing drive , never attend a meeting ...and so on..
mm...nvm ~~ but thanks those who did a lot to dayao..

need to go the factory very early so tat i can see
those in charge of the materials...my thesis...start to
feel nervous...im too relaxing myself...too ~

mmk closing tomorrow....already no feeling ..~~
still remember when i was in 1st year...i involved
a lot ....multimedia especially..and i was the main
actor in the movie....really too much fun and felt
so proud of myself... after mmk, always walked
past bsg , looked inside who in...we always would
go back tat room when we were free...cz we
did spend most of the time when we were doing
our stuffs there.....ppl might ask y i changed to
become so active to talk....i tell u...becoz mmk...~
i grew ~

ok...talk about religion nw ..~ i got 1 question...
till now still not solved.... many christians did try
to explain it....they explain becoz they think tats the
answer ... by the way...the answer can be my weapon
to attack back...~

question is simple ~~ " why are there practices
whom the pastors use to annoint the people which
Bible never mention before ? " christians sure
know im indicating...for example , annoint by hands,
then blow ...then the fella must fall down on floor...
y must fall ? becoz need to accept the Holy Spirit ..
tats the common answer..tats the moment where
Holy Spirit comforted the hearts... but i've been
annointed so many times...really no tat great feeling..
my pastor told me b4...wait for tat....something will
happen...i did wait for an hour...ntg ...is ntg..~

As we refer back to Bible, ( i seldom read now )..
Jesus or other disciple never did tat also...they prayed
and did the healing....but no such annointing...~~ right ?

so i asked , the answer i got is new movement of Holy
Spirit...means He is also changing new way in the
new century... is tat acceptable ? it can be....

so can i ask also ....how bout New Age religions ? can i
assume tat Lord is now changing to build up a lot of
new age religions so that more people can be saved one
day simply because our God is loving us...sure i will be
scolded becoz i assume tat .....but my frens , how about
u assume the changing of the Holy Spirit ?

God is everlasting forever....changing ?...modifying ..?

Holy Laughter , not all christains seen it before, but
u may go youtube search it....or wikiepdia it

Holy Laughter

Holy Laughter is a phenomenon that occurs at certain Charismatic gatherings. Some participants (from a handful, to almost the whole audience at times) find themselves laughing uncontrollably for no particular reason, sometimes even to the point of falling out of their chairs and rolling on the floor in convulsions of laughter. This can occur no matter the topic being addressed by the current speaker from the pulpit-even when the speaker is expounding on such matters as Eternal Judgment and Hell. It is taught in such settings that this is a supernatural manifestation which indicates a special in-filling of the individual by the Holy Spirit. Although this phenomenon has been reported in isolated instances for the past 100 years or so, it first attracted widespread attention in the early 1990s as one of the typical manifestations involved with the Toronto Blessing movement. The most prominent individual connected with the Holy Laughter phenomenon is South African evangelist Rodney Howard-Browne, who styles himself "Joel's Bartender." This is a reference to the prophecy in the Bible in Joel 2 regarding the pouring out of the Holy Spirit. Those who are overcome with Holy Laughter at Howard-Browne's meetings are viewed as being "drunk with (or in) the Holy Spirit," and some do behave as if physically intoxicated, to the point that they are unable to drive home from meetings.

very long right ? i just summarise it ...means there's a spirit which never
being mentioned in Bible from 2000 years ago, but the Spirit appeared
100 years ago...mm...is it same like a new age things ? like my fren's religion
is also new , it was around the year of 1960..... we always say
tat Jesus is the only way...no others...becoz fact is not changing...~ but
why do the Holy Spirit change ? im scared....im scared tats not the spirit...
which my church now having it...i do prefer traditional way now...~~

im not scared to ask ....i hope all chrsitians ....just ask when u have doubt..
coz our God is true....not scared being questioned .... i still have some
questions...~ ask deeper...will help more...

Future

very long time didnt touch the blog...~

life becomes hopeless ~~...where's the target ...
wat do i want now ~~ these few days worrying of
life after graduation...~ after tat , need to work,
but got wat job to do ...this is the final problem
that finally i need to face it... world is so competitive..
dont know wat to say too...im not strong to
fight for tat meat ... ~~ maybe now class too less,
always alone at home , dont know what to do...
even no motivation to push me do thesis ...just
getting worried...

the church which im attending i dont feel tats
my home...im a stranger there...very very weird
everytime i go...really dont want to go again ~..

now we are crazy for music, obviously , in the
sight of other ppl , just wasting time , no bright
future , meaningless... but life is for us to enjoy ?
or blindly go towards ur target but after that
there's nothing , maybe only money in front of u ..
but u have nothing else ....nothing else ...

after watching 2012 , maybe even u have money ,or
already purchased the tickets, if both of ur legs not
stepping in the ship , u not considered safe ...just like
now u havin a lot of money , but u not considered
saved too... i heard a story b4, a doctor told a pastor
tat he was very sad....pastor asked y ...he said now
he has become a doctor becoz of his parents , actually
he wanted to be an artist. we may see his success ,
but has he stepped in his ship ?

ppl may think im optimistic , happy guy....
but the time im quiet is more than the period im
laughing ... -_- ~ dunno how to cheer up

it's time

im quite annoyed with the stuffs now ~

assignments...tat EC assignments....so so so difficult....i just know copying
since i was in 1st year...~ yeah...tats it....

for the competition...ya...sure i know not really got the chance to have any
prices...but i did still spend my time and money for practice and
jamming ...becoz i wanted to have a good show....but output is ........
" ah zau , i so ashame to admit that u r my fren at tat night ~"
i didnt know wat to response her....~ cz i also felt the same of myself
too disappointing...~~ i didnt blame the tech....becoz we r not
pro to handle this situation..keep blaming also no point...y didnt
we test clearly b4 starting ....

1 more issue ....want to make a big decision to improve the band...
to achieve an objective ...1 goal...1 expectation...
different animals put in a cage...sure cant live together....cz they
r thinking differenly....1 just want to eat grass...1 wants to eat
meat.... best way....kick 1 type of people out of my band !

i dare to write ...i want he comes to read....pls read my blog...~

do assignment 1st

i was lost, im coming back `

now holiday, is free to update myself ..

my fren did ever complain that she would close the blog if it
is written in English , sorry dude, pls close if u r reading now ~

" God gave Rock & Roll to you " , He gives us music ...
whatever kinda music ...how about metal ? is metal satanic ?
mostly say yes ...why do they say so ? becoz of the lyric or
headache to listen tat ? even a soft slow song can be written
as anti God song ...it's up to the idea of the song ...why do we
limit and restrict God's great work ? at least now i thought of
the answer for myself...haha....i do really prefer to all kind..
since He gives us rock ... just like He gives us water , so we drink

recently, im really busy...for study and music ...i joined the
band again...so we went for 2 gigs in 2 weeks....and the
performance always the day before mid term tests...so i
was always nervous for the exam on stage , not because of
the presentation...

the band did improve a lot since we gaining some experiences
in these few months...but it really didnt achieve a breakthrough
point...actually , a band is also same as the body of Christ , is
ONE ... the unity of the heart for it... if 1 christian not going to
church with a sincere heart, the church faces difficulties to grow
though just one .... many have been improving in the band ,
like yun fei , he's getting better to play bass ... kai wen is
contributing a lot of his knowledge and stable with his playing ...
jason is energetic on stage , and good in playing guitar too...
although drummer did mistakes for every performance , but he
comes with a heart to play.. dont feel like u r dragging others ,
but know that u have to get improvement for band....dont be
forced to lift up urself , my fren ~

now im getting my balanced point....it's like u want more positive
or negative .. i want to get to neutral... really hard to care for both
sides ... i just dont want myself get into extreme situation , as i
said , i know God has His plan and arrangement , why do i judge on
behalf of Him ? can i say those who dont know Jesus Christ sure r
bad fellows ? these people preventing me to get close to God , so i
left them ? or only worshipping songs we should only listen ? Oh my
goodness , tat may really keep a pure heart , but we are not getting
out of the world , but keep the world out of us ... why do we set that
for God ?

today i went to Glad Tiding , when i just entered the hall, they
were singing worshipping songs , i felt the presence of God was
strong there ...the flowing of the Holy Spirit was there .... i feel
myself refreshed again....great feeling for these 3 weeks i didnt
taste already...so long i didnt go to church for 3 weeks , i was
scared to go church, cz i dont want to drag the church...but Jesus
does love everyone .... He is willing to forgive ...He is waiting u to ask
forgiveness ...sorry Jesus...~~

my brother now has been converted ....he accepted Jesus Christ
to be his saviour ...it reminded me 5 months ago, when i accepted
Christ and he was still an atheist ...dont u guys think it's such a
miracle ? my frens thought is i who converted or forced him...i tell
u ...there's none people can do that except our Mighty God , only He
can touch people's heart.. we always sing the song .. There is none
like You ....tats so true ... my bro was touched by the Holy Spirit ...
there's no turning back when Holy Spirit came upon you , you will
be out of control ...

i may share my testimony again here... it's quite similar to his
..when my pastor , a fren and i were chatting in the church , my
pastor made an ending prayer , after that , she said " i feel the
presence of God now ".. haha...i felt nothing what ...and i thought
was present of God...mana hadiah ? we kept on our conversation ,
just a while , i felt tears coming out of my eyes, i feel nothing but
tears were going out...sure i controlled it...how could i cry suddenly
.....suddenly heart turned to a very sad mode .... felt so guilty to
someone....and i know that is God ...then i started to cry ....and my
pastor said again " tats y i feel the presence of God " ...

when an elder prayed for my brother last few weeks in a church
camp,his body was shaking and suddenly started to cry ...he could
feel the presence of God there too.....how could an atheist tell u that
he could feel the presence of God... his body couldnt stand of the
presence of the Holy Spirit , and i did always see some christians
shaking ....coz the Holy Spirit already came upon their bodies ,
actually He was there to wake up the spirit man who is sleeping
in the body for these 20 years ...haha... tats the miracles God's
doing....

b4 this , i was quite aggressive to force my frens to listen
or to accept Him... now i dont ...i find the best way...tats to pray
....not i convert them ....but only God can convert a human being
....keep on praying , christians ....for you love the people who are
non christians ... keep asking the blessing of God...in Jesus's Mighty Name,
Amen....

God loves the world ~

last 2 days , my pastor asked the youths a question " what Jesus
wants from u ?" they anwered " pure heart "...

then she asked 1 by 1 how to get pure heart...

when she asked me , i wanted to answer , but someone interrupted ,
so i didnt tell the answer there...

how to get pure heart ? ...my way now is " getting out of the
world "..rebuke many things in my life....i stop some entertaiments
like watching dramas...even quit my band ... just like a monk living
in a temple...

how i know is tat way....everytime i stepped to the world, my white
robe will be dirty, full of mud....everytime i go back home...need
Jesus helps me to cleanse ... just like a kid always goes out of house
and plays with frens....when back home, the clothes r so dirty..but
the mom still clean for him even though quite angry sometimes...
tats how merciful of a mother , nature love from God..

if i dont go out of house...i lost my frens....and im losing now....~
is tat the best way to keep ur children at home only to make
sure that their hearts are pure with no pollution....? will tat
child grow healthily ? or teach tat kid to be wise how to avoid ?
guide them to learn the beauty of the world....not in the house ~
the world needs the kids....to correct the world..world should
not be like this ....what's the contribution of a man who just
staying in house ?

parable :
wats the use of the most expensive fastest computer
if it cant be connected to the whole wide world...no
internet to update itself...who wants tat computer ?
how doest the pc feel ?

should i get back to the world ?

John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His
only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not
perish bt have everlasting life ~ Amen ~